Family Dysfunction

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I remember it was back in the days up at my granny house
Seven years old always chilling up on my granny couch
Family dysfunction at an all time high
It was the norm for us so know that time was just passing me by
What do you call it?
A House that was full of chain smokers and alcoholics
You walk up in the room you could've sworn it was hyperbolic
Ash trays full of filter kings and new ports
Granny drunk so much she could've got gold for the sport
But every time I sat down 100 milliliters popped out

Vodka on deck granny what is this?
Nigga come correct she told me to throw that shit
Sounded like she was embarrassed, but to me I didn't get
Why she always had these bottles that was snuffed between the couches
I think it was last man where he punched her where her mouth is
The nigga had been physically and verbally abusive
Where he gave my granny trauma causing drinking for conclusions
Smoking all her problems to her lungs for good illusions
Trying to keep it all together for children the feeling useless

This was a different man this nigga wasn't my grandfather
Eugene had been the one to give my granny her first daughter and first son
Sums up a lot, but let me tell you the plot
Of how this trauma trickled down the family crops

See, when my momma's was born her and my aunty had beef a lot
Same momma, different daddies, both had seen a lot
Total opposites my aunty always threw them shots
My momma passive but she blow up when it didn't stop
This feud been going on for years, lot of anger shedding tears
I was witness to resentment, households with no forgiveness
Fear of conflict and it's tension, had my momma in contentment
Shit don't change if ya'll don't change and when I told em
It was strange, uh

There were plenty Stories that I just never told
Like waiting for my pops chilling at the door
Finding granny's bottles when it entered her soul

Family dysfunction it was all I've known
Woah woah
Family dysfunction it was all I've known
Woah woah
Family dysfunction it was all I've known
Woah woah

Hey, Let me holler at you real quick!
You, you, you, you trying to
You, you, you, you trying to
You, you, you, you trying to
You, you, you, you trying to change generational curses boy?

You might as well go and give up young blood
You might as well go and give up young blood
You might as well go and give up young blood
You might as well go and give up young blood
Shit, You might as well go and give up

You know trying to change people's ways really is impossible
You might as well quit and go and get your shit together
You know you got a family of your own
Twenty five you ain't grown got dysfunctional in your eyes
And I can tell you ain't strong

Who is you Nigga? how the hell you came up in my place?
You don't belong
I have seen your type before little nigga
I know you wrong
Trying to put that self doubt in my head
I know your songs
And I don't sing along you pack your shit and get gone

Huh? pack my shit and get gone?
My nigga I'm with you I thought you knew that I've been here?
I'm always in your thoughts
Trying to change for your family nigga man that's a loss
That shit is laughable, you see your mom and pops they ain't together
That shit run roots deep it's thicker than water
Even thicker than leather

Especially if you black boy you thinking you clever
Tell me what you see and tell me what you hear?
All the family drama constant in your ear
So and so don't f*ck with so and so
Because that so and so had done "all this and that"
They going tit for tat as a matter of fact
Try not to react because you "different" Oh pat on the back
I think you should cutoff everybody and get to your racks

I see where ya'll coming be I be feeling the same
But I can change the way my family work nobody the same
I understand that we all human we be having our ways
But I refuse to be complacent being help up by chains word

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