Painkiller

You've been such a jerk Since you left last week You're careful with your words But I'm pulling teeth You said this wouldn't hurt Give me cavities And all of your apologies Are only empty calories After all this time I start asking why I'm staying Were you ever mine? Are we something that's worth saving? Every conversation puts me Back on medication Sometimes, sorry's just another word you're sayin' Do I look like her? Does she talk like me? Been feeling insecure Codependency is Hard to break when you Never make it easy Reconstructive surgery Can't fix my anxiety After all this time I start asking why I'm staying Were you ever mine? Are we something that's worth saving? Every conversation puts me Back on medication Sometimes, sorry's just another word you're sayin' You're sayin' Take me to the hospital I need Paracetamol Tramadol, Ketamine I just need some pain relief Take me to the hospital Fill me up with Tylenol Tramadol, Ketamine I just need some pain relief, oh!