Back to Yesterday

One day everything that I ever loved was gone It all got stripped away So now I'm crying inside and I wish I could turn the time Back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday Remember Valentine's Day twenty-ten She was so upset 'cause I had to go to work We ain't got to spend much time together lately 'Cause the rap was finally taking off, I had to put it first My boss said one of us can take off early I was like "me please" 'cause I wanted to surprise her So I drove to her job, turned my lights off in the parking lot 'cause she was getting off at five My stomach giddied out when she came outside She was walking with a guy, laughing and something didn't seem right And when she noticed me she looked like she was busted doing something Tryna kiss me, I said "who the fuck is he, mucka? Feeling was killing me, I couldn't even knee I felt like she was hiding shit, I couldn't let it go I asked her one more time is there something going on between you and him? She looked at me and told me "I don't know!" You don't know What the fuck you mean You've been cheating on me, shit Bet that her and him would kiss, crying Telling me that all I do is spend my time writing, working nights, neglecting her She don't love me like she did Well the last 5 years were for nothing Yeah we struggled but we loved each other now it's coming to a sudden end Fighting, tryna move my furniture up out of momma's crib Pack my shit, kiss our dog on the head then I left and I felt like Death One day everything that I ever loved was gone It all got stripped away So now I'm crying inside and I wish I could turn the time Back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday Stayin' the the basement of my mum and dads Staring at her facebook every pictures that she posts every comment Tryna' see if she gone' call me back on an over lonely heart My mama said it's gonna' pass playing 80's music back to back, Johnny Hates Jazz Shattered Dreams How am I supposed to live without you when I've been loving you so long, she already sending kisses I wonder if she's started fucking him or not I bet you I sent her texts saying I miss you she don't write back I know I shouldn't but at night I like to ride past The house I used to call ours yeah my name's Still on the bills scared to switch 'em thinking there's a slight chance She's just going through a faze we'll get back together soon but it's two a.m. I wonder where her car is and how the dog is I wish I could go inside and pet him I never thought you would do me wrong bitch I need to calm down, sadness turn to anger Xanax putting me into a deep depression All I can do is wait now, shit I almost had a break down Up at Tree Sound, we was mixing Wishin' White Jesus just dropped everything I dreamed about when I was younger is coming true while I'm in this position It's like my life is finally supposed to be the shit but isn't chewing on the barrel of my pistol Never visioned that this bitch would do me like this One day everything that I ever loved was gone It all got stripped away So now I'm crying inside and I wish I could turn the time Back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday True Love True Love is counted by the health, well-being And happiness to another person to a greater degree than your own health and well-being and happiness When you care for your saying of words, thoughts and actions that’s specifically how you figure out a person, your love A soulmate A soulmate is a person who’s perfectly suited to another person’s temperament A person who strongly resembles another person in their attitude and belief A close friend who completely understands them A person who has the same beliefs and opinions as another person A douchebag A douchebag is someone where you [?] at the end of a song Just rinse the douchebag nozzle in warm water after using it Let the douchebag dry completely, use twice a day One day One day everything that I ever loved was gone It all got stripped away So now I'm crying inside and I wish I could turn the time Back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday Let's go back to yesterday