Tired

Why is you the source of all my pain Feel the fiya through my veins Nothing last forever I'ma make it through the rain Loosing everything ion think I'll be the same So just watch out who you love cuz they'll make you go insane Dont you call my phone I'm so sick of the lies But still I say I love you cuz I'll regret it if I died I'm knowing I can't take you off my mind But all you do is hate on me so I can't compromise I'm tired of this pain and I'm tired of this life I'm tired of negativity I'm tired of these fights Pain and lots of anger on the surface outta sight I'm tired of the darkness someone please just give me light Can we do dis right Tryn be my best I been reading bout philosophy Shorty you was poison without seeing you was harming me Did I fuck it up why we can't go back to harmony Every time you doubting me It's bringing animosity When I saw your beauty I had thought I hit the lottery Another tried to fuck me for I told that hoe get off of me Hard to love another and I speak that shit with honesty Shorty don't you get it you have grown to be a part of me Cannot loose my mind cuz my family needs my focus Every day you hated me it'd drag me to my lowest How you call this love girl I'm tryna find your motives All of you has changed and I cannot help but notice Crazy how she villainous her words'll really choke me For every time I heard a lie its killing me real slowly Knew that you had cheated so the drugs had helped me coping N I used to love the burn until the fire had engulfed me Ever since you touched me I been burning up in flames I done learned from my mistakes And excepted I'm to blame Yea that danger made me change Ion think I'll be the same I had suffered through the pain still flowing through my veins Dont you call my phone I'm so sick of the lies But still I say I love you cuz I'll regret it if I died I'm knowing I can't take you off my mind But all you do is hate on me so I can't compromise I'm tired of this pain and I'm tired of this life I'm tired of negativity I'm tired of these fights Pain and lots of anger on the surface outta sight I'm tired of the darkness someone please just give me light Can we do dis right Split me open wide and the healing come with scars Knife had cut me clean right through my back I had to question who you are I'm so deep inside her eyes and they glisten like the stars It would feel hypnotic when she showed me all her art I can't even lie you was shady from the start And I had to keep you safe throughout the hood when we was hearing car alarms But baby I can't do this because I'ma superstar Loosing to much blood when you was leeching off my heart Girl n how you tell me I had never fuckin cared I had almost caught a body don't forget that you was there Just remember even now I would get up I would hurt em and I swear I can fight through all this pain there aint nothin I can't bare Still Ion fuck with all the damage it ain't fair So I'm pushing you away and I'm working in my lair Passing all these blunts around the smoke gon fill the air But I'm tired of the pain I won't drop another tear