HERE, THERE, EVERYWHERE

I been here there and everywhere Tryna reach legendary Status, before I'm buried But it seems like a fairytale One day go to heaven where The fame isn't measured there This life shit ain't fair, no, but fuck it I been prepared I been here there and everywhere But sometimes I shed a tear Can't say I had better years Before this, bout 20 years Don't even know what today is Think, but I'll never say it This life is a game but This game got too many players Wake up, fix my messy hair I turn on the record player Instead of the morning paper I open the rolling papers I'm smoking like fuck the neighbors They focused on college papers I double my dollars, based on the gang that I'm part of, or maybe Double my worth Can't have no job as a clerk No time for asking for time off, I'm off it for sure No; I don't want to apply jobs, no office no sir I just want to see the world while I jot down this verse Went to Europe, its safe to say that my depressions cured Yes of course, I got confessions to make and many more 7 more flights they connecting, next year take many more Just enjoying life what a view from the 27th floor I came back had to pack up, then moved to LA right after I think that Ashburn by any means had me moving a lil backwards I came to Cali 3 baggages With the backpack my laptop in Ain't even have us an address yet Now I'd never look back at it And the dream was Los Angeles, Now I live in Los Angeles Lots of randoms reaching out and telling me they a fan of us And I'm tryna go platinum plus Used to sit in the back of the bus Thinking bout what my passion was So I guess this what rappin' does And next month is Hawaii Had to change up the climate There's probably millions and billions who may not be blessed as I am Instead of bitching and crying I took the wisdom, applied it And now they fishing for compliments, so I might throw a line in I got a heart but a damaged one Admit it, I'm man enough Always think I don't have enough What I have or I haven't done Every dollar thats counted up It never amount to none In the end we just turn to dust Yes, every last one of us Between just the two of us These days don't know who to trust Is it love or just groupie lust? Will the truth ever be discussed? Is life fair for each of us? Is it true what they teaching us? Do we grieve or just re-adjust? Do we heal or just keep it tough? Thinking bout the past hurts, Can't face reality, got my back turned Black shirts at funerals, listening to the pastors At church, tryna find peace of mind but just can't learn Fast forward couple of years and now I've transformed Last verse, how do I write the end to this chapter Scared to end a convo with anybody on bad terms You can never forget them last words I'm mad burnt