Thank U For The Day

Everyday I wake up and I thank God Could've died in my sleep, but I did not Lot's of pain in the world, but shit, I'm alright Trying to make some amends with every song I write But I'm depressed on the regular and anxious as a dog I had some dark days in the past, now they're long gone But they're still hanging over like a dark cloud OCD and all the trauma follow me around But I'm privileged as shit, I can't even lie I feel guilty for letting suicide cross my mind When there's people in the world that fight to stay alive While I day dream about death in the Burger King line I know I need to suck it up and go help out Head out to the hood, give some hand outs There's people living under bridges, really need some love Approaching people with a sign, they roll their windows up I'll be honest, I've lost my faith in the past If you invited me to church, I'd probably give a pass Now I'm really needing something to believe in Instead of sitting at home and binge drinking I was a nihilist all the way through high school Looking back, that shit is really not cool I was ducking my family and living selfishly Getting high as I could, committing felonies If I could go back in time, man I wouldn't do it I'm focused on the future, making better music Trying to be a better person, help some people out Let go of the negativity, over thought and doubt I hold a lot of things in, I gotta let them out I gotta do better, I gotta end the drought Sometimes I try to pray and I don't know what to say But every time I do, it's thank you for the day God Thank you for the day Thank you every day Thank you every day