The Noise

It's just noise noise noise Noise noise noise Noise noise noise It's just noise noise noise Noise noise noise Noise noise noise Tryna find my way back but the paths not lit Wanna travel down the road but the road is split I turn around to head back the whole thing then dip And now I'm all spun around like a psychedelic trip It's nowhere to be found (yea) swear that it was just here Now it's silent as a mouse just the sound of my tears (it's just me) Try to wipe em off my face but they don't leave they smear I need my guardian angel the situations severe Reach down from the heavens I need you by my side I don't know where I'm headed should I go left or right I tried talking to god but he on wanna reply We ain't spoke in years guess I ain't his favorite child So I'm lost I admit it (yea) I did some wrongs I can't forget it But you can't leave me alone (don't leave me alone) Not with these feelings So pick up the phone I know you hear me How can you go from the top back to the bottom in a second Man that's where I started I had to climb from the wreckage (I did) Heal my own wounds no crying that's whats expected I finally got somebody then my trauma went and wrecked it How I'm tired and restless That's quite the dichotomy Honestly it bother me Got thunderstorms inside me Battling the subconscious me Seem like nothing is calming me Showing up late to work repeatedly cuz its hard to sleep When the sun goes down it all comes round A familiar voice tells me joy is not allowed The walls talking to me I'm accustomed to the sound But I'm haunted by the noise ain't heard silence in a while When the sun goes down it all comes round (it's just noise noise noise) Joy is not allowed When the sun goes down It all comes round (it's just noise noise noise) Ain't heard silence in awhile It's plenty of reasons for that (what) my girl don't want me back (nah) Grandmother passed away she was the only one I had When it all hit the fan I could only can see the bad And when it comes to the good I'm as blind as a bat I look into the mirror can't recognize myself (man who is that) The person staring back gotta be somebody else (man who is that) I'm yelling stranger danger police send me help (please) And I ain't talking bout no cops said please send me some help How you get back to who was you was if you don't know who you are Tryna get back to who I was before it all fell apart (yea) So I'm stumbling frantically clawing at the door Bumbling manically fighting off the thoughts For the younger me the inner me just want em to get lost (please) They don't belong to me or within me they think that they boss Started summoning energy I never had before They hear the rumbling they trembling it's time to wage war When the sun goes down it all comes round A familiar voice tells me joy is not allowed The walls talking to me I'm accustomed to the sound But I'm haunted by the noise ain't heard silence in a while When the sun goes down it all comes round (it's just noise noise noise) Joy is not allowed When the sun goes down It all comes round (it's just noise noise noise) Ain't heard silence in awhile When the sun goes down it all comes round A familiar voice tells me joy is not allowed The walls talking to me I'm accustomed to the sound But I'm haunted by the noise ain't heard silence in a while When the sun goes down it all comes round (it's just noise noise noise) Joy is not allowed When the sun goes down It all comes round (it's just noise noise noise) Ain't heard silence in awhile