Her Life

Her life changed really had to keep her head up Everything different still everyday she got to get up Get up at five she know she cant be late she got to catch that bus Got to wait 30 minutes until she get on know she fed up But she know she got to graduate Gammy death one thing that made her fluctuate Got time but life getting hard no she don't want to wait And to this day she Gammy baby Different ones she loved they did her hella shady Never gave up fell a couple times daily Seen different ones hit up on that crack pipe Did it like it was nothing but thats they life See people like that know she got to do right Who she talk around just know she real precise Saying that you got her guess it sound nice Want to call up heaven on the phone and tell her Gammy that she made it Wait till that time come she promise that she elevating Really all she know is patience, waiting, lies, and nigga's faking Got to get her education know they think she ain't go make it One thing that she learned she got to always put her self first and Nothing go come to you in this life you got to put in work Nigga's steady testing her they don't want her to go berserk Know a couple nigga's hating on her cause they real hurt Hold up she ain't get to mention all the stuff she seen Looking at her life just by the pictures it ain't what it seem Thinking about her grandma how she lost her wish it was a dream Didn't get to say goodbye now she will never feel complete and She did it at her lowest did it by herself She knew not to rely on nobody She knew she wouldn't get no help Know that she can make it to the top Just like Michael Phelps Seen a lot she always kept it in Didn't tell nobody else and Its a lot that she been thinking about Don't want to be around Gammy not in the house and She go see a crack head when she look around Family around too but when she seen them they be acting foul Keep her distance she don't be around the ones that's in denial They ain't want to answer dealt with being blocked She won't say no statements on it Know that they go act shocked Being rude and impatient Be acting like they on the clock The only clock they on is to get back to that white rock Now they go say she disrespectful she just speaking her thoughts She think what she see she ain't even telling it all Depressed daily she was staring at them 4 walls Ask her the last time they checked on her She cant even recall She cant even recall "Try to do as the pastor ask's dear father Dear father help me dear father I always try to obey the leader dear father Please be with me and guide me help me dear father and Help me to be a leader for somebody dear father I pray these Prayers in Jesus name" "Amen Amen" Got to find another way seen the vibes she knew her place Now she stay up out the way pray for guidance everyday Wonder what her Gammy was go say up on that call that day She looked her right up in the eyes she looked her right up in the face The day before she didn't know that she was finna fly away Know some people expect her to fall she got to have faith She went the wrong way but now she trying to go the right way She seen some nigga's be real she seen some niggas be fake Come around her she advise you that you stay in yo lane Got to get to school and everyday she got to find her own way and If she late she know she ain't go get the chance to graduate Walk 100 miles before she let them haters get they way Cant wear her shoes go loose the race Go get tired she keep pacing Problems cant run got to face it Run it up she ain't never changing Take the blame she don't do the blaming Just tell the truth she ain't never shaming Number 1 to this day she claim it Never been the one doing the hating They come around her say its all love She know its hate tho Don't play with her nigga Go to DG get some play dough Goal to get the queso in other words dinero See poverty and one day she go help them only God know Had to face the fact and deal with it she got a hard life Dealt with a lot and seen a lot of stuff she know that wasn't right Them nigga's hating on her daily know she doing something right She got to beat the odds and she go do it nigga on sight Her life changed really had to keep her head up Everything different still everyday she got to get up Get up at five she know she cant be late she got to catch that bus Got to wait 30 minutes until she get on know she fed up But she know she got to graduate Gammy death one thing that made her fluctuate Got time but life getting hard no she don't want to wait And to this day she Gammy baby Different ones she loved they did her hella shady Never gave up fell a couple times daily Seen different ones hit up on that crack pipe Did it like it was nothing but thats they life See people like that know she got to do right Who she talk around just know she real precise Saying that you got her guess it sound nice Want to call up heaven on the phone and tell her Gammy that she made it Wait till that time come she promise that she elevating Really all she know is patience, waiting, lies, and nigga's faking Got to get her education know they think she ain't go make it