I realize (feat. AWRabbit)

They say, real eyes realize real lies That's why you cried when we said our goodbyes You could see it in my eyes that I lied and tried to hide Everything from you, even though I cried It wasn't easy to see you cry and let you go I threw four years right out the window Cause I hated seeing you suffering slow But my mind then told me, it's the only way to go But now I know there was another way I should've waited and make you stay The anger was the one supposed to go away But I was weak, I lost so much that day My mistake, I still feel like a fool Dropping my future and acting like a tool I was cruel with myself and especially with you Now I know who I want to be and what I have to do I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong I realize... lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong They say, It's easy to love but hard to let go I say if you love it's impossible to do so You always keep them somewhere deep in your heart They don't disappear just cause you're apart That's why it's so hard, so hard to not feel So many things that take too much to heal Feeling's too real... She's never coming back My soul in desperate need of a barrel of Prozac We stayed friends, I respect that We're still having our little chit-chat How I missed that, I wish you had stayed Now it's not your problem that we have faded I stay strong even though I was in wrong It's time that I learn really what is going on She still cares for me, why am I so dumb I still feel for her but it's time to move on I realize...lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong I realize...lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong I realize...lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong I realize...lies-lies-lies-lies-lies. What I've done wrong It took you long I could've been right there You should've said "Baby I want you here!" I cried so much because you said "Goodbye!" Don't punish me saying you're missing me I wanted you to ask for one more try With you sometimes I went through hell, no lies But after try and try I realized It's so much better that you said goodbye Now I'm not the one to suffer anymore I say "Bye, bye, bye" now I'm out the door I realize