April Showers (feat. Geovonna Casanova)

I wrote this piece on a sunny day Will I find a way out now This one's dedicated Treat my papers like umbrellas see me floss in them chains Like whatever now I'm stunting like a boss make it rain Treat my papers like umbrellas see me floss in them chains Like whatever now I'm stunting like a boss make it rain yeah You come here uninvited You've overstayed your welcome The sun had made an entrance And here you are, outshining all our guests Outshining all our guests Yeah yeah yeah yeah You bring up accusations You don't know what you're saying I've already made my mind up And here you are, convincing me I'm wrong Convincing me I'm wrong Yeah yeah yeah yeah April showers why'd you come in June April showers why'd you come in June Yeah yeah yeah yeah The audacity You come and going as you please it's your capacity You turn the day into a gloom it's like what's happening You keep me hostage in my home and time is passing me Until the sorrow fossilize into some apathy Try to enjoy the moments when I'm playing with my daughter But get distracted by the memories of how I was brought up It throws a lasso at my neck and always gets me caught up The violent images and pain I know I got a lot of I shake it off and try to focus on my girl again But every time I do I think about this world of sin It's more than likely someone's probably going to break her heart The thought of that keeps tugging at me until I'm ripped apart I wonder how I'm going to take it when she coming home The tears be running down her cheek as she hangs up the phone And then she storms into her room and keeps the door locked She doesn't want to talk Now look at me Sweaty hands and I'm breathing heavily Try to put myself to work, cuz this rain don't let me leave Got to harden like a beetle just so I can Let it Be Put a gun under my pillow just so I can rest in peace Put a mask over my face just so I can hide the pain Say a prayer every morning just so I can trick my brain Treat my papers like umbrellas see me floss in them chains Like whatever now I'm stunting like a boss make it rain yeah April showers why'd you come in June? April showers why'd you come in June? Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah