Yours Truely

Feel the evergreens, and everything I feel belongs Live a long life, and celebrate it like an asap song Even in my self righteous, I still find some way to wrong Got me in mood, this foo fights forever long Time to Adobe photoshop my smile, and then edit on Effort in my everything, leaves everything read on Hoping for the day I see these suckers getting flexed upon And got me in conspiracies, dreaming upper echelon Was uncle snoop for so long, that became we a family All my bros and sistas help me when the feelings feel uncanny Scared of life, like back when I was only known as mijo to my granny Now I'm slowly growin towards myself from what the lord had hand me Wishing our shipping became true, yet that ship sailed Put inside a mental battle, yet the mission failed Failure in lessons, take that thought and turn that into rails When I'm lookin over edges, I don't slip into another tale I need to move on, but even moving has a shipping cost Since the loss has gone, still invaded by invasive thoughts I have the strength to fight, still in need to put the armor on Leaves me with some damage, but a scratch has never done me wrong Horoscopes confirm trust issues, take the bull out like a taurus This bull is moving on, lookin to better things, like a tourist Moving out, but for these feelings, I can't ignore Past that I leave, was a past that I had implored I'm a Take a step back, and think about it more Make the next rack, and spend double what i had before Have fun some, cause I'm more than materials i have of course Make some fake beef, and talk about it, Michael Rappaport No A J Tracey dreams of getting cat packs No mo chasin rap dreams from only snapchat We pushing to the atmosphere, like a space race Space myself from everybody, cause bitches be fake, like jake takes Challenging my righteousness Straight thru all my biases My pious always lends a ear, rings my head like tenitous Was strong before coronavirus, then i felt i couldnt fight it Put my soul into an album, felt no one else could bite it Dreams for dollar signs replaced by thoughts of being godly, iris But my iris couldn't take the signs, tearing up, sinusitis Women came into my life, and made me think that i could try it Breakup at our height made me write abstract and kept me flying Hope that no one caught me slippping, catch me trippin, silocybin Couldn't carry any hate, even if I really spite em Even if u tried to kill my dreams, as if u pontius pilate Jesus loved his people, as a catholic, I die to be just like him Pour my heart onto this seed of life, and grow it into yggdrasil Refresh my mind with fresh fair, like im in the forests in Brasil With an amazon ting, that lights my name on shiny rings With finer things, finest wine, designer clothes and diamond bling Live away from y'all, but afford a fly and greet Have some children with my genes, that make me proud of what I bring Grow a family in time, and live a long life comfortably Grow old surrounded by the people that have loved me Thats the shit I beg for, hoping that I could've moved on Take emotions from this heartbreak, and put it onto a new song The list of hobbies i can prosper just to reach my new form Yet the regret of a breakup keeps its lurking on for too long Never perfect, I'm an flawed human being Im a god with no meaning Im a dark european I been scarred by my feelings Been at odds with my demons Taking off wit the spirits Making off with my dealings Pushing off from my ceiling And... Maybe someday we'll be together I can deal with feelings better, and think of things before I enter I was torn in this storm that ive finally weathered Good thing i have, a warm heart in this sweater weather One mans trash is another mans treasure Treasure in the moment, or take granted forever This my final cutoff, use to be a love letter, Sincerely, Yours Truely, I hope you'll finally feeling better