PTSD (Remix)

My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high They stopped ma shit before but know that now they ain't even close Soon as ma demons rose , i start to even the scores I start to scheme and just creep around wit a glock in the door Same thoughts as before , but now I've seen some shit Ain't really in it for the digits i'm just in for control But now I'm stuck inside this loop so now I gotta get low I gotta get low , I gotta get low PTSD started kickin Scars lick em , need some liquor I don't need to see nobody This is how I'm dealin wit it Best for me is not to listen Stop this shit I'm not for women Missed ma chances wit some thotties This is how I'm really winnin Overthinkin Make me sicker Quick! I might just fall again I'm Older gettin Blood just thickened Shit i might just be the wicked After all , all I've seen is Shit between me and ma demons Shit i see inside ma dreams And shit that make me fall asleep and I cannot forget it Deep in ma soul I'm just on for the lettuce But will i let it control me no I won't let it As long as I'm here alone , I'm gettin credits So no , don't hit ma phone cuz i won't check it I'm busy hurtin the pain in ma dome is spreadin Cuz lately i been just workin as a distraction I'm back now just better back down i gotta get it Sweet dreams to these little hoes Weekly I'm gettin realer bro's than the ones before Keep these who stand witchu fo'sure Cuz G when you meet ya goal you better know who gotta go (and who to hold) Leave me and all ma shit alone Need nothin but myself and my time , cuz this hell is my grind PTSD I'm hella strong Cuz see I'm just way ahead of my time , lead myself to my fight My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high They stopped ma shit before but know that now they ain't even close Soon as ma demons rose , i start to even the scores I start to scheme and just creep around wit a glock in the door Same thoughts as before , but now I've seen some shit Ain't really in it for the digits i'm just in for control But now I'm stuck inside this loop so now I gotta get low I gotta get low , I gotta get low Visions be stitched up I'm squeezin ma fists up I'm sittin just thinkin while drinkin my wrist blood I'm finna just switch up Cuz bitch I ain't lit nah Completely the opposite , quit once and shit sucked I'm still the Skrill that killed millions of shit cunts But will the skills be enough to fill up The vacancy bitch , they can see every incision I laid and seen much shit that it can get mixed up Post-traumatic stress I'm close to mad and let Control just lackin gets I roll my eyes and set Ma mode to cryin , dead Inside , tryna forget I'm hidin my intent Every time higher percent Of chances i might just get outta hand , do sum I'll regret Dancin with devils changin ma pedals course way left Past completely gone But it's difficult to accept Man i'm completely gone From the best to way less My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high They stopped ma shit before but know that now they ain't even close Soon as ma demons rose , i start to even the scores I start to scheme and just creep around wit a glock in the door Same thoughts as before , but now I've seen some shit Ain't really in it for the digits i'm just in for control But now I'm stuck inside this loop so now I gotta get low I gotta get low , I gotta get low