Honor Roll

Took 3 pills in a row I'm on a roll Skip class once a week but still made honor roll Woke up no surprise that I'm all alone You ain't shit boy damn that line be getting old You don't understand what it's like for me I don't understand what this is to you I wish I could be inside your shoes I wish you could see my point of view Two sides of a coin maybe that's why I can't see your perspective Therapeutic but I feel neglected She thinks the one being saved but she's doing all the saving Leave my phone at the bottom of the bed So when I wake up say good morning to my demons Is it you or the drugs that I be fiending Dopamine in my head when you give me head ay ay Got a masters with her so it's worth two heads ay Kept my heart locked up for 22 years Maybe time for 23rd Jordan year Or time to let it live I'm a dick I'm a bitch I just call it how it is I'm a bot I'm a nerd ABB is the word Stories lie cuz this shit don't ever end in happily Treat me like the only secret people keep That's family Never worst but not the best Always second on the list Patience is a virtue Procrastination the sin So I never let you in Cuz I'm waiting to invest Put me on some options Nah I'm looking for some dividends If I want I turn her on like an Xbox ooh Lately, I've been feeling fairly odd Timmy Turner ooh All that stuff you said don't sit right Taking shots on an empty stomach Rejected me those times Bitch I knew you were bulimic Took one shot, now I'm on one Took two now, now I'm on two Take one more, I can't breath Took 3 pills in a row I'm on a roll Skip class once a week but still made honor roll Woke up no surprise that I'm all alone You ain't shit boy damn that line be getting old Took 3 pills to the face and now I'm gone Hit the Nikki one more time till I get my dome Tell this chick hold my hand cuz I made honor roll You ain't shit boy the biggest lie that's ever told