Auxober (feat. ScrmmbledEggs)

I thought the heat would die in winter But my hell it won't freeze over I can't keep from thinking So I guess I won't stay sober This autumn has been long I'm craving winter and it's snow but... Every day I wake up and It's always still October With stress and adrenaline setting in I get to suckin' on the devil's medicine Sweet for a sec' while it's settling Bitter when I chase that shit with a second hit Climbing so high that I fall off a precipice The irony, I have been climbing And trying to get to the peak of the summit But I ain't been rising No, I have been plummeting down Conjunction junction What do you do when you don't have a bottom Cause you have learned how to function Oh it's like I'm the leaves And I'm stuck in perpetual autumn The way that I'm falling But don't hit the ground I keep on sinking But I never drown Cannot drink it down Cannot spit it out I thought the heat would die in winter But my hell it won't freeze over I can't keep from thinking So I guess I won't stay sober This autumn has been long I'm craving winter and it's snow but... Every day I wake up and It's always still October Still October Snow fall slower Won't take control No I won't stay sober Life collapse Pass that back I need one more Please just to relax Just for the night Another, another A pinch of the covers I love the way that butterfly flutters Take me up to escape that stutter Always calling I let that shit ring Every time it finds it's Way back to me Always calling I let that shit ring Every time it finds it's Way back to me I thought the heat would die in winter But my hell it won't freeze over I can't keep from thinking So I guess I won't stay sober This autumn has been long I'm craving winter and it's snow but... Every day I wake up and It's always still October I'm never bottoming out Picking it up and I can't put it down If it's a bottle A body A pound If it gets wet well I swear I'mma drown The hotter the weather The harder the liquor The heart of the issue I'm dodging Pass me a blunt or Pour me a drink or Grab me baby or Baby I'm walking I don't need a remedy I know I've got a problem I ain't gonna solve before I end up in a coffin I ain't Andy Kaufman trying to fake my death Tryinn'a my breath on hitting rock bottom I ain't gonna hit that It's like I'm hovering HELL YEAH I'll hit that No wonder why I'm mumbling No wonder why I'm stumbling I'm tryinn'a drunk dial But I cannot put the number in No all I do is run away And numb my shit... I thought the heat would die in winter But my hell it won't freeze over I can't keep from thinking So I guess I won't stay sober This autumn has been long I'm craving winter and it's snow but... Every day I wake up and It's always still October