Passing Through (feat. Dummy.D1)

I don't really wanna Talk about depression Even though I have so many things to say I'd much rather keep it down Until I blow up It'll finally go away I think it's been burning Since I can remember So I let the pressure out With a blade Cut so sweet So tender It'll never go away I deserve All the feelings That I have now Punishment for all the things I never did Maybe I should've Thought about it better Cause I have to hide away Don't be sad Don't be mad At me now Even though it's a given I don't think I can try for you I've been Trying to hide These scars are Hard to find The blood It sinks so deep For you It's hard to see I'm trying To figure out If I Really had a doubt Cause when I'm with you Time just passes through Every time I try to drink I try to pass out Sleeping's better than the Thinking that I do Coping is something That I am never good at So maybe drugs Will have to do Downing bottles Popping pills Smoking mid Just to chill In the end It can't help me Self harm Missed calls No meals Crashed car In the end It might hurt me I won't feel it no I won't ever Feel your pain No more playin games I'm goin insane I don't like the pain All this time Goin to waste The pain pills help Let it all Dissipate Slow it down I'll fix All of my mistakes I just want time To slow down For my sake I can end it all With a bullet To my brain I can be it all Let time Play it's games I've been Trying to hide These scars are Hard to find The blood It sinks so deep For you It's hard to see I'm trying To figure out If I Really had a doubt Cause when I'm with you Time just passes through