Headspace (feat. Juante Smith)

When I'm alone in my room, sometimes I stare at the ceiling And in the back of my mind dog I be missing that feeling of having inner peace A nigga tryna tame his inner beast But critics at the dinner table treat me like the centerpiece Mom's still using my name on her cable bills Got a degree but it's still hard to pay the bills Losing friends at only thirty years old Got me contemplating if I should go ahead and make a dying will Cause everybody been calling me asking where I been But voicemails are much better than tryna play pretend I hope ya good, I hope ya well, I pray ya still a friend But right now I need to a little time for a spirit cleanse They say it's good for creatives who like rhyming Fuck the pressure, cause nigga I don't even like diamonds I don't need it, so before my critics call me a headcase I'm staying in the room to get some headspace, like Please forgive me I been gone for so long I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on Please forgive me I been gone for so long I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on... me I just need some... headspace Focus on me Missed calls and text messages To hit you back I know a nigga being negligent It's a battle being such a private person At the same time I'm tryna be this microphone specialist Now everybody knows who we are I find that my battery for socializing it might just need a recharge Bills increasing from student loans of that higher learning Smoke these degrees and just ease is what my mind's deservin' See it's a challenge to balance the life and rhyme-scape And trace it on these pages the pace be having my mind race I find it better just to be by myself To try to solve all these problems never askin' for help Yo, Mom's is mad cuz grandma hasn't heard from me Missin' my presence just know that isn't my purpose See it's only cuz I'm busy it's been happenin' currently I try to spend some time but I ain't got that type of currency Please forgive me I been gone for so long I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on Please forgive me I been gone for so long I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on... me I just need some... headspace Focus on me I just need to breathe I just need to breathe