God here are ma prayers

God here are ma prayers I wish ma fam is safer I wish death for the traitors I wish life has more flavor God here are ma prayers Let me rise like an elevator Let me rise and become major Let me face all of ma haters God help me I'm lost I've been double crossed God help me become strong Cuz lately I been soft Their souls get sold off For an unworthy cost For some women and some sauce For them to be called boss They always sin, cos They have tantrums get sick and cough Can't handle their bods Now they cannot stop God here are ma prayers God hear all ma prayers Never been a player but I've sinned far greater This a message to ma savior Ma maker, ma breaker The one who holds ma head up as soon as i face a failure God help me I'm lost Torment will never stop I'm storming on everybody, even tho i do not Mean it by anyway They scheming on me these days No reasons for their actions, actin like they ma day Ones I thought I won life but I lost it Like a D I tossed it to the side then dropped it Till it died, lots of topics to decide The outcomes have been rough, even tho I tried It sucks beefing with a friend But it sucks more that a common friend Between you chooses aside at the end Then it happens again, again and again Now you realize all of your so called friends pretend To be witchu , but like a sneeze they getchu For a second then sike! they gone they never letchu Get the pleasure of it , like a view of an office But the paperwork stacking so you can't enjoy it as often Be cautious, god is on yo side but the snakes keep crawling Seems like a goddess but inside she aiming for ya wallet The system lawless, it only protects drippy faucets Nobody's honest they come in a sec as soon as you in coffin, so God here are ma prayers God hear all ma prayers Never been a player but I've sinned far greater This a message to ma savior Ma maker, ma breaker The one who holds ma head up as soon as i face a failure God help me I'm lost Torment will never stop I'm storming on everybody, even tho I do not Mean it by anyway They scheming on me these days No reasons for their actions, actin like they ma day Ones But none of em every have ma back When I get jacked like a sac when ma nights black Whenever i black, out from this stress Like the police baton on black men, and it gets Worse the more you think about it How could a color determine your character So you get killed by a thousand Enslaved for a thousand, years for a countless Things you never did but they assumed by how you sounded And how you looked, it took centuries for them to understand That God made us equal in every way in every damn Thing about us, whites had the upper hand Cuz they outnumbered blacks, now they have to look under them It's a tough reality It ain't the point of the song But I had to get out ma chest cuz it panics me When I think about it, cuz it's such a cowardly Move to please their fantasy and honor their broken family God gimme a sign that I'm doing what's right It's been a tough fight for years of ma life The sun's bright, on the other side is what I heard I hope I'm walking the path to reach it and join the heard Of ma dead relatives, the skrilla gives Nothin but temporary happiness, but will a sin Determine, whether I go on the boat that leads to hell or heaven I'm in for the long run so god help me win