Nowadayze

No but seriously Don't be calling on my phone You gon get the busy tone Can I talk about my tears at The Dinner Table Granddaddy no longer here My permission never granted how are you so clear? Holding back my insecurities I eat in fear with tension Trying to avoid my brothers negative dimension Now he's on a rant about some people for attention Vocal tone is raising need escape from this detention (La la) This is for musical invention taking out a good chunk (Taking out a good chunk) Trading payment with the punks Claiming that my heart is shrunk Waiting for my time to flunk Hating cause I got the funk Waving bye I jump and dunk Ex friends and some members of my family (Hey) Wishing I can play a role inside their fantasy Non verbal cues showing my insanity (Insanity) Non verbal cues showing my insanity Nowadayze eating at the table all alone (All alone) Hey I don't be picking up my damn phone Nowadayze you gon really get the busy tone Nowadayze I be tossing out the things I know These roles was never normal for me Not the type for social functions homie I ain't sorry Running up to Sandalwood I'm telling you my story Live inside a City where it's hard to build an army (So Rappers) So Rappers why you living arrogant? Got me thinking that their stories are so hesitant Still at moments I be singing delicate leaking out my skeletons yeah Moments at time I can elevate Feet on the ground I rejuvenate Never knew how to articulate All the emotions I coordinate Why would I settle or tolerate? People be living to imitate Thinking they really do innovate But they be living to stimulate And all I do is All I do is take two Two more takes I make truth Back then was fake news To this day I break rules Fuck the drugs Never did they help me with a breakthrough (Breakthrough) Screw your love this is why I'm looking at my rear view Fuck your trust underneath the mask I wonder who is you No really who is you? And why you stink? Your energy is boo boo (Tell me why) Raining heavy on my mental I was born inside a class Wether I was broke or rich I need to move my raft Feel indecisive if you are well then most likely you'll get passed Passing down these issues we polluted from the glass Feelings of abandonment I walk along the grass so many wounds and scars among my people Take what's ours we face the evil Though they say we all are equal Table flooded with tons of diesel Yeah some can only thread the needle Nowadayze Nowadayze eating at the table all alone (All alone) Hey I don't be picking up my damn phone Nowadayze you gon really get the busy tone Nowadayze I be tossing out the things I know Did I tell you? I don't be picking up my damn phone Did I tell you? We at The Dinner Table all alone All alone All alone