Introspective Perspective

Lemme sit you down right quick You think it’s okay that I’m out here like this Praying to God to take down the facade Some things can’t be missed I thought I was slick. Okay Lemme bring it back to the 3 am Laying in bed, scary thoughts in my head No way Lemme take it back a little at a time I’m just a lost boy in a pantomime Sick of crying, sick of lying Forced the smiling, inside I’m dying As I'm writing I’m starting to realize You can’t summarize What I seen with these eyes Is there a prize to being alive Another day without an end Man I really need a friend Through love and loss These feelings Well up high and tightly sealing If that's my own perspective I will live in introspection Through love and loss These feelings Well up high and tightly sealing If that's my own perspective I will live in introspection Man, I been so cold Ain’t got no light for my home The place I can be all alone Still shudder when lookin' in my open dome I think I should eat yeah I can’t fall asleep yet The time when I need it Have me wide awake in the evening I ain’t skippin' no trip to my bed Sleep is the only place where I’m ahead Ahead of my problems Ahead of my sorrows I’m lost in my soul But can’t go hit the bottle Yeah, I’m sober and hollow Sleepwalking through life Like I can’t be myself around People I’m seeing tomorrow Will I see you tomorrow? Through love and loss These feelings Well up high and tightly sealing If that's my own perspective I will live in introspection Through love and loss These feelings Well up high and tightly sealing If that's my own perspective I will live in introspection Tomorrow, I'm sitting in Blue in the sorrows, I'm swimming in Once the reality's sinking in I start getting flat around seven, like I'm Mixolydian I been losin' sleep lately Rain dancin' on the AC Lying and waitin', undercovers like KC Resting on the thought that somebody hates me But maybe I'm just waitin' for someone to (Chase me) Can you see me? You don't even (face me) Leaves a strain, till it (breaks me) I can't wait for a (fresh start) So the same fate awaits me Lowkey, we all think the same thing No matter how we approach it We all want someone that knows how we think And still stays with our crazy (I don't even know you And I already Care what you think) Things that are true and things that are better Are By their nature, practically always easier to prove And easier to believe in. Well if that’s the case Why am I faced With something I shouldn’t be able to prove Emotionally stuck, but can’t physically move Tryna Adopt a brand new perspective Might say that (Issa bit introspective But honestly got a track that has been so reflective But wait) Lemme uh, lemme shift on to you Telling me things that I cannot do Bringing restrictions that's (based on a fiction) I Claim to hate sadness but (it’s an addiction) I keep tryna shake it off I'm preppin' for take-off And if you don't change Imma take off