Disappointment (feat. Chris Songco)

I put you up upon a pedestal When I met you Now I’m having trouble letting go Does that upset you That I finally see the side You never wanted to show Or that I’m fed up with the lies You didn’t want me to know It always feels like only moments ago Back when I had the rose tinted glasses on, happy go lucky I guess it only goes to show us both that passion is funny And when attraction turns ugly it grows a soul of its own And then the roots take hold, make a bed in the cracks Statue’s broken and there’s little hope of getting it back Overblown expectations made me see what you lacked And all the bogus things you said to keep my feelings intact Were in fact Just a facade and it struck me as odd Though you opted not to hurt me your morality’s flawed Wish I could travel back in time to look up at you in awe But now that facts have come to light, I’ll never see what I saw But I’ll remember how you made me feel If only for a second I could say "it’s real" Emotion was a weapon that you kept concealed Left unspoken all the trauma that was yet unhealed Caught up in the drama and the sex appeal But the situation honestly was less ideal Put you up too high but you’re letting me down Now I can see the sky better as I’m hitting the ground You got put on a foundation Laid the groundwork in my mind Thought about you all the time The ground became a climb It got too high and now I’m falling Ignored all of the signs Such a disappointment You are such a disappointment Such a disappointment from the fall to the end Looking back I can’t believe I even called you a friend Guess I'll laugh at my naivety and folly and then I’ll think of all the crazy names you’ll never call me again See I imagined up a future that we’d have in our heads Well it’s too bad the only future that we had was in bed And it’s said If the sex is impressive Then you’ll never forget it And though it’s true I’m choosing balance instead So I'm Done with spending all my time and all my energy, you Made a mess of my emotions and I’ll never see you The way I did when we first met on a whim Cause I never would have thought that you could spread me so thin But now I’m Feeling better now I know that it’s done In the moment I surrendered knew I’d already won And if you want me back, give me a call Cause I’d be lying if I said I wouldn’t miss you at all You got put on a foundation Laid the groundwork in my mind Thought about you all the time The ground became a climb It got too high and now i’m falling Ignored all of the signs Such a disappointment You are such a disappointment Yeah my ego it got a little hurt Started with a glance, led to a little flirt Now our moments they convert into tiny specks of dirt Lightly placed on the picture of you in your pretty shirt Sweet like a dessert, Took a taste and went berserk Overate now I hate your effect on my worth Soon I’ll feel great, gotta put in the work To review and move on, you endearing little jerk Cuz I was so addicted, how you made me feel so Elevated, in the matrix moving real slow Captivated in a trance, putting on a crazy dance To impress you, guess I wasted my heel toe On a person who just simply wasn’t a fit Or maybe it was me who needs to grow up a bit Cuz no one in the world is worth a pedestal, just let her go Yup, I’m done with this shit I looked up at you for hours Put you up there with the stars Pretty constellation I admired from afar Now the sky looks so outdated I see you for who you are Such a disappointment This is such a disappointment You got put on a foundation Laid the groundwork in my mind Thought about you all the time The ground became a climb It got too high and now i’m falling Ignored all of the signs Such a disappointment You are such a disappointment