Dreams

The perfect picture of pain and stress When people at your neck Feelin pressure within your chest You feel it more than ever since your album bout to drop You contemplate it when you thinking if your album gonna flop You saying you don't give a fuck Acting cool and nonchalant But the cool guy really wanna see if he's hot In the streets To his friends To the spots where the cops Won't go when the boy got shot To his homies stuck in jail cells To the dope man in trap spots To his brother from another To his mother To his brothers To his sisters To his lover When will it end? What will it take? To see that the skill there To see that the will there Studio every month Homies ain't around But as long as I'm down they still here And for as hard as I go I'm right there I can't stop because I'm right here My dreams are right there I'm so close My dreams are right here I'm right here I can't stop now Naw Turn to nightmares Before the cold sweat breaks I wake Shaking out of my place And into my space of thought Train of mine That I glide on Thinking damn what if I got this all wrong? What if all of my plans go wrong? What if my goals are all wrong? What if a nigga don't grow As a artist or worse As a person Then will it be worth it? What if I end up worthless? Questioning what my worth is All because of my album asking where the support is Thinking a nigga hopeless Feelings I'll have to hold in Fighting deeper frustrations that get so controlling It's me against myself I wouldn't wanna fight nobody else battling for position atop of the top shelf My mind know what's best but my heart don't help Mind screaming don't bother Heart yelling help yourself I been waiting on my chance to get Gold like Phelps And here it is so only time can tell If ima do well or be a shell of what I could've been Maybe show I'm better than what I should've been Not who I would've been My dreams are right there I'm so close My dreams are right here I'm right here I can't stop now Can't let a matter of opinion turn my mind into a prison Success is what you make it but the failures still a given Say you give a lot into your passion but what exactly are you giving? Enough isn't enough But yet enough is what you bringing? You acting like you don't care Like your dreams ain't right there Well my dreams is right here Palm of my hands Blessings dimming out my nightmares Music for eternity Living long through light years Making sure I'm punctual Wouldn't wanna miss time here Whatever is to come from this Will be the revelation to my genesis The ending before I begin again from this Can you picture this? The boy became a man without faltering Changing the angle without altering Plans of conquering dreams bigger than scholarships that colleges could be offering I hope my family think I'm bigger than offices Accomplishing goals that leave my mama face in astonishment I'm on my own shit Progressively working until it's boss shit Dodge the bullshit from niggas who tryna stop this Can't flop this