Frightened

I shake and fall underneath my sheets The sunlight creeping from my head down to my feet Telling me to rise and face the light again I plead to dawn, "don't make me move" I just want to vanish and forget all that's true Just one more night and I'll be alright Hoping to be everything you want Wish I was the man that you thought I was Waiting to fly up on eagles wings But truth be told, I'm not that bold at all I'm more frightened White lightening So sudden and blinding Yet no more enlightened Yeah, just a little more frightened I'm gonna get it back, I'm gonna get it soon I've just got to catch up for my world to resume To be light and to hold you tight while you dream And I stand alone so does everyone It brings us closer as a strange distant sum So near so far like distance stars Hoping to be everything you want Wish I was the man that you thought I was Waiting to fly up on eagles wings But truth be told, I'm not that bold at all I'm just frightened Woke up this morning like that And all the roads that lead back Lead me nothing that is nowhere Lonely Just a little more frightened White lightening So sudden and blinding Yet no more enlightened Yeah, just a little more frightened