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still rains… rains grey 
The man-to-be is pouring the rain
Flooding the self with torment and decay
For torment and decay
Are everything he is.

time and space
Craving assimilation yet separation
Indecision mocks the peace
No will to end nor persist
A prisoner in self induced torment
The abyss

desires
Who is this evil self who torments my soul?
Failing perception of reality
Crystallized traces of my sanity
My body weakens
I lose control
Thrash

can't even play
I was involved in self inflicted torment
Causing me to be addicted to wealth without a forced hand
With my own understanding saw it

through these sins
Self esteem torment you to the bones
And must walk away from those thoughts - YEAAAH!

them met
The longest cigarette

My self portraits torment tell me what's beautiful
Tell me anything I'm so vulnerable
See my life's a glitch and God

Self the torment of living without you

Then we're standing all around you
We're asking how we can all move on
Then we all hold hands and the tears start

the peak..
Free of all self-inflicted torment, I begin my descent in a single act of disobedience.
The beggarly shepherd has lost all sight of his sheep.

hope
You live in slumber

Your eyes they see
No hope to gaze
Self-inflicted torment
Lost within a maze

Impaled forest 
Shoot yourself in the head

(With a Xanax and a bottle of wine)

I'm littered with doubt
What am I worried about
Mostly self-inflicted torment
Why do I agonize?
Relax close your eyes

the purest form of misery
The purest form of misery
A self-perpetuating torment
Preservation of prosperity - a degradation of humanity
You will not survive

hate
Mind harbors anger, I harbor anger, soul harbors anger
Bleed bitter hatredm cold bitter hatred, sick bitter hatred, agony
Self mental torment, my

Filled with unease
Believe a disease
Self made Torment 
Find out the truth
Keep on judging me
Faith built on greed
Why can't you just be free

We'll cut

mind
And in this place of darkness sorrow, self hate, and torment lived and intertwined
It led her to dark places of depression, suicide, and anxiety
Her

The thickest of chains could not restrain
Screams of torment, self-infliction
Burial caves, he's wandering
The evil overtakes his empty soul

waits

Rising and falling. Destroy belief with proof of failing
Living and bleeding. Without it, there is no self no soul
Torment connects us, by absence

solidly

What could this be? Delusory?

Questioning the sanity of this
Conscious self, this phrenic torment

Ideas implanted into the cerebral cortex

light shrouded by the mist,
Set to die a painless death.
Beyond the vast sorrow,
Fractures of reality fade.

Solitude, the vehicle for self

face to face

With the self hate that torments my soul each day in so many different ways

I'm sure I stay looking for a blessing in the wrong place

Facing silence
With this grief inside

I long to sense
Close my eyes
Feel the hands of time

Inner turmoil
Fighting every inch of the self
Immersed