Lyrics:
darkness
The heart stops and starts like a spark
Cause for alarm
I stay strong
Externally calm
Internal earthquake
Sanctuary is all I seek
Purgatory reaches
bad
Oh, you're hurting me
Baby, you're hurtin' me, cuttin' me open like surgery
I bottle emotions, yeah, I never show 'em externally
This shit
can't wait to see, externally, internally, what things I'll achieve
And na, I'm not talking about a range, or some status
I'm talking about rising up
than your human mind can currently conceive
As you make this choice
Things WILL externally show up to support you and guide you forward
The phrase
Pan
Disregard my insecurities, if I feel hot I am
I might bleed on the inside but externally I'm Stain
Once I get a taste, immobilize you slay all
give you a loving spree with
Expensive sex while discounting tease
Ill never rip you off baby I sail to please
Externally and internally
For eternity
out through
Currently with family in the stu
Vibrationally the attracted crew
Externally projected cause I grew
Appreciate the now cause it's always new
and cringe
Look at my habits, might as well have a syringe
Broke with expensive wastes
Or that's how its viewed externally
You ain't really lookin' from
We don't need to know
So long as we're in flow
We can grow
Wherever we choose to go
If we wish to see
Reality, externally
Reflect the values
We must
They tried to suppress me, tried to defeat me. I come up rising infinitely
Transcending my life from inward, externally, causing fright and mystery
Its
Energies weighing you heavy see
Controlling emotions like levi's be
Internally empty externally
Projecting true insecurities
Inhibiting growth immaturities
doctor stated
One leg is shorter than the other
And it's externally rotated
Well take a look at my nan
Don't you know how long we've waited?
And if you
to find peace
And silence
Externally
Chaos abounds
Often forget
I'm on the ground
Taking a seat
Looking within
Finding a place
To try and begin
Drowning
Inferior, I am
So says you
Learned pupil
Tutored, I am
Getting better
No offense meant or taken
Externally inside
The mockery is known
A step
Up against the stream
Its just me and me
Love is all around
If I choose to see it
All I needed was me
Kept seeking approval externally
But left
again
Shit I used to talk to you but now I'm tryna hold it in
Externally I'm jovial these drugs they keep me floating
And this bottle that I'm opening
It
so much pain in my chest
At least I know now you're finally at rest
I know you're in heaven
Externally praising
I know you believed
You loved God like
away, but I get nothing back
Maybe I should stop searching externally
And look within to find the love that I need
All this time I thought she had
Influencer media, content that's the new gen
Vicious
Why these bitches acting so fictitious
Externally they're chilling but internally malicious
All these
feeling stuff beyond the shut eye
Subconscious terrors remind me of the pain from adolescence
And beyond the blessings externally
The turbulence of soul
me
Exploding inside Ben
Emotions are crazy, but only in my head
Externally vibrant
It's perfect (mmmm) except for a slight hitch
I should probably be
lost my way
Doing circles, blowing purple
A lot of internal anger would show externally (I'd hurt you)
Short fuse on my I don't care so
Little empathy
never typical, I always keep a trick or two (For real)
Externally you see me, but my spirit is a different dude
That most of you don't get to view
You
a fight
Keep seeking internally over externally
Seek and you will find because the seeking is eternally
Remember that your path is yours and yours to own
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