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Why are all my thoughts writtin in stone,
Why are all my headaches caused from blood flow.

I'm so low,
I can feel my blood flow,

Why do I exist,
Why am I alive.

SHould i stick my nife in pennywise,
Why do they do harry carry.

(why, why, why)

Tell me why.

Why the bad dreams,
Why all my demons takin' over me
his ways gave them away,
My past wasn't helping

Do I forgive him?
I don't know if I could,
If he apologized,
It'd have to be face to face,
words from there mouth,
Not their head.

If he hates me.
Ok then.
If he still likes me
Then I don't care
If he claims to regret wut he did to me,
Then he's dreamin'
If he says he wants me back,
Then he's fuckin' drunk,
Or just really fuckin' high.

Why is he bein' so nice?
He's confusing me with someone else.

I wanna say he's changed,
But I could be wrong,
it wouldn't be the first time

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Submitted by: diandra_l on January 13, 2021