Unfocused Mind
by Harley Johnson
My thoughts are running at a million miles, spinning so fast so that I can’t think. Trying to pull just one out is near impossible... I don’t know what to do, should I give up or try again? The pain is slowly raising, won’t stop…! It is clear to me, my memory is full, it can’t hold no more. Don’t know if I should just let go of all that is inside; all the fear, pain, and regret I keep bottled up… My head is one fire, can’t fan out the flames... Hotter and Hotter ‘til I am no more… What to do, what to say all the pain of yesterday… How to yell out that my mind has gone blank. I fear the worst is still to come fearing I’ll end up weak and forgotten. The pain is eating me up, I don’t know how to deal. I wake and go to school worried about what’s going to happen next. Blowing a fuse is nothing new, But failing to know what I should do is all brand-new… What to do, what to do? You keep asking me all these things, expecting an answer but nothing comes… Feeling alone & I feel invisible To all the friends I have this is nothing new. I have nothing to help clear my mind and nothing to help with the pain deep inside...
Written by: Harley Johnson
Submitted by: harley_j on October 01, 2020
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