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I don't have a leg to stand on
Spinning like a whirlwind nothing to land on

Came so far never thought it'd be done now
Stuck in a holding pattern waiting to come down

Did somebody else define me
Can I put the past behind me

Do I even have a decision
Feeling like I'm living in a story already written

Am I part of a vision / made by somebody else
Pointing fingers at villains but I’m the villain myself

Or am I out of conviction with no wind in the sail
Too focused on the end and simply ready to fail

Cause I’m tired of the fear that I can’t control this
I’m tired of feeling like every next step’s hopeless

I’m tired of being scared what I build might break apart
I don’t want to know the end, all I want is a place to start

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Submitted on: February 26, 2018