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I don’t think we’ll be alright my mind is baffled thru the night
The only time that I’m okay is when I have value in your life 
I hate when you don’t reply ignorin me outta spite 
Why I gotta burn my hand just for me to learn a lesson 
Take a couple steps back every time our love progressing 
Im deflectin all your love and rejectin all the help 
Affection be hard to show when your heart broke into sections
I think the wounds exposed I can’t hide that I’m hurtin
Was once in control now my emotions they be swervin 
My mama and the doctors have concerns w how I cope
I keep my eyes closed, i can’t see what I ruin 
Just more burdens and more baggage 
I can’t do it x2
Hard to love a bit a nuisance 
This love game I be losin
All alone again is the conclusion 

HOOK
No lol or emojis it’s just strictly smh
Smh to broken promises we never played it safe 
Smh to all the memories that we know are going to fade 
Smhx 3 (2times)

It’s hard for me to smile 
I’ve been high for quite awhile 
I don’t like to socialize I don’t like the world outside 
It’s just not my cup of my tea The Cigs is finally hurtin me 
The dark habit’s I obtained has a master lock on me 
My heart need apologies, but I know I’ll never get em 
Probably better off without it have no time to bitch about it 
Lately I haven’t been to focus I know I haven’t have my best 
Mask emotions like it’s covid made my brain catch some delays
Still tell myself I’ll be straight x2
What happens if I lose faith 
I walk thru 7 hells without a scratch survive the flames 
If it’s truly my inferno then I’ll set this world ablaze 
Still amazed we didn’t make it 
Now my mental disarray 
I hope that you’re safe 
But just know I’m not okay
It’s your luv I forever chase

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Submitted by: Insanedp24 on May 19, 2023