Search results for 'square rigged'

It don’t even matter the price
I've been saving for too long
Working for so long
Been loyal to niggas who did me wrong
Yo
Black luxury
Hustle and motivate just to build the streets
Black luxury
Ain't a nigga alive that can fuck with me
Black luxury
Hustle and motivate build industries
Black Luxury
We can own anything that we see
Sipping belaire
While In belaire
Sophisticated moves you'd think we been here
Fresh Prince
Custom designer drip
No luxury tax
The faucet couldn’t match this
I knew niggas blew up off the white
The greener side
So I bloomed overnight
What you want
You know I get you right
I won’t even charge you the tax for tonight
I paid the toll for the transporter
42 minutes I played in all quarters
Thanks to all my supporters
I’m giving back when I reach my destination
Understand I got the patience
Of a young Gandhi if they try me violence promptly
Or like Confucius nigga
You do what you love
You'll never work a day in your life
Black luxury
Hustle and motivate just to build the streets
Black luxury
Ain't a nigga alive that can fuck with me
Black luxury
Hustle and motivate build industries
Black Luxury
We can own anything that we see
No longer need my mom to co sign
Hidden hand expecting blood on the line
The power above keeps me so divine
The powers that be want me fall in line
Expect to keep your eyes wide shut
Like Tom Cruise they want you live in a rut
They not understanding how I
I’m building spots
Just making sure I check the watts
Ain’t no free mason
I still cure weed in the mason
I’m growing now
Industry numbers
You'll get inline take a number
I see you rigged the game
Square and compasses when I see the charts
I played it smart
Independent and you know that was from the start
Black luxury
Hustle and motivate just to build the streets
Black luxury
Ain't a nigga alive that can fuck with me
Black luxury
Hustle and motivate build industries
Black Luxury
We can own anything that we see

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Madvillain

Our Vinyl Weighs a Ton [Blu-Ray/CD]

2014

The Villain got the dice rigged
And they say he accosted the man with the sliced wig
Allegedly, the investigation is still ongoing
In this pesky nation he gots the best con flowin'
The pot doubles, now they really got troubles
Madman never go pop like snot bubbles

Well, I caught the perfect one, yeah
I thought right on the line
Turns out it was rigged, didn't even catch a dime
I once went looking and fair enough I didn't find
I'm back to square one, baby
Don't you know I'm blind
So I once went looking, yeah
Big hard time
I was sitting in the back seat, Penelope on the mind
She never ever liked when I called her mine
Calling up on the telephone and clogging up the line
I'm back to square one, baby
Don't you know I'm blind

Running head first into an icy wind, rubber bullets fly, tear gas decends
Oh it's an uphill battle, it's gunna be an uphill battle
I hear the battle cry from the fellow man, who's streets, our streets, draw the battle plans
Oh it's an uphill battle, it's gunna be an uphill battle

They call it insurrection, I call it protesting oh
It's an uphill battle, the whole games rigged, it's an uphill battle
The call it deviant behavior, in the face of evil we will not waiver
Oh it's an uphill battle

Blood on their hands, that much is sure
Not in my name, it's an illegal war
Oh it's an uphill battle, it's gunna be an uphill battle
I hear the battle cry from the fellow man, who's streets, our streets, time to make a stand
Oh it's an uphill battle, it's gunna be an uphill battle

They call it insurrection, I call it protesting oh
It's an uphill battle, the whole games rigged, it's an uphill battle
The call it deviant behavior, in the face of evil we will not waiver
Oh it's an uphill battle

When the young man wakes from his rest, sick and tired of trying his best and ending up with nothing
On the day that a million walk on parliament square, waving their hands in the air, demanding something more fair, you better run best prepare for an uphill battle

I break it down hard with my sick inflection
You'll never break it down like indigestion
Rappers wanna battle, but I'm top notch
So these squares will get jumped and chalked: hopscotch
Roll into the studio and set off the alarms
Pull up with the bars like I'm working on my arms
Punch you in the face with my massive anger
I'm a terror with the right hook: Abu Hamza
If you try step to me and lyrically manoeuvre
That's my cue to break your balls: snooker
Shoot you so fast you won't fathom it son
You'll be dead before I've even put a hand on my gun
Firing those bullets when the heater is clickin'
Squeeze, flash, spray, like I'm cleaning my kitchen
Guns in each room, my tenement is rigged
More sticks in my house than the second little pig
My cock's so big it's truly a drama
When I take a dick pic I have to use panorama
Uh, and your girl loves to shag me mate
She gives it a-WAY like someone's dropped a plate
This shagger is clearin' through Tinder
Muff left and right like my ears in winter
Gangster motherfucker with the dopest rap
I got pussy in the van: Postman Pat

That blatt turn his ass to a stripper, he dancing
You lil niggas pussy, you sweeter than candy
I keep me a P incase the glock get to jamming
I'm stomping on shit, niggas know I'm on man shit
Was fuckin' a bad, lil' bitch, she was fancy
Lil' nigga was running too fast, now he cramping
I just want the top, you can keep on your panties
I ain't buy a bitch shit til she give me that drop
Niggas keep tryna diss it, they gon' keep getting shot
If I catch me a shh, I'ma blow up his top
I ain't handing out shit, I ain't selling no glocks
Tryna bag me a shh, but he went called the cops
He was playing it cool, til he heard all them shots
If you speak on my name, you gon' end up on Fox
I ain't dissing no nigga, I'm getting him popped
It's big RMS, niggas know what it is
Lil' bruh tryna run, he got shot in his leg
Tryna square up with me, you get shot in your head
Only people we sparing is women and kids
Don't trust any bitches, that's how you get killed
Stop fucking with niggas, cause they moving weird
We upping the score, the game looking rigged
Nigga better thank his youngin, cause that's why he lived

I got four wheels grinding down a 1 inch tread
With 21 feet of some fiberglass thread 
I got a black max 150 mercury outboard 
Garmin live scope mounted right up on the starboard
I’ve got a Johnny Morris caster with a 7 foot rod 
With a KVD square bill digging in the rock
I’ve got a Carolina  craw that’s rigged up for for the spawn
Then we are Texas rigging worms, 10 inches long 

Because I fell in love with nature on a bass boat 
Pushing up the sun on a man-made reservoir 
Rip across the water at 50 miles an hour 
Keep on casting through the downpour shower 

4 AM and my dad would wake me up 
“Son, it’s time to get topwaters chopping up”
He let me drive down to the boat ramp 
I’d rather be on the water than standing on the land  

Because I fell in love with nature on a bass boat 
Pushing up the sun on a man-made reservoir 
Rip across the water at 50 miles an hour 
Keep on casting through the downpour shower 

Two stroke, electric choke 
Glide Baits and jerk a rogue
Ain’t afraid to fish a tourney
In my souped up 90s boat 

Because I fell in love with nature on a bass boat 
Pushing up the sun on a man-made reservoir 
Rip across the water at 50 miles an hour 
Keep on casting through the downpour shower

I saw a couple of knuckleheads having a fight
He's calling her a broad out in broad daylight
She's giving him the finger right square in his face,
spit from her lips about to make an escape

It started over parking, sparking over a spot
the man thought she stole it, but she clearly did not
a bunch of chicken dinners fall out of her car
Hungry Man helpings heaping up in the war
The man didn't notice, nor offer to help
I thought he might hit her, but he caught hold of hisself

And don't you just know Santa Clause is sick of snow
And isn't it grand when life deals a rigged hand
And don't you just laugh when your wrath gives you a rash
And ain't it a blow when you fold the cards you stole

The baby bravely boosts in its seat
to get a good look of the fate she would meet
He backed away slowly, lowly seeing his face
reflected in the mirror of a 90s Escape
His curses tweaking weakly in a once blooming scowl
a dumbed down expression of irreverent Hell
He just couldn't help it, walking ain't quite his thing
more steps than necessary carry heavy complaint,
but fighting single mothers seemed rather obtuse
even for a felon with a jail face tattoo

And don't you just know Santa Clause is sick of snow
And isn't it grand when life deals a rigged hand
And don't you just laugh when your wrath gives you a rash
And ain't it a blow when you fold the cards you stole

We mob the town square
Put the politician in the crosshairs
You looking lost here like you balding
Seconds from another phone call
So I dip into the stall and
Catch the latest news break on the lady I been stalking
It's all apart of my life so be appalled
When the brawl starts popping
I'm chopping with a battle axe
Your Cadillacs is nice but try driving with a C4
Rigged to blow your team when you pop open the rear door
Saw him scream Lord when he peeped the scene
Force three swords in between his torso and his spleen
The evidence was cleaned left the source with no lead
The penmanship elite etch a message in the beat
It's young dec bitch, gold on the neck wrist
Burnt toast clips homie Merrick had the best tricks
Kickflipping sets then it's on to the rest
Catch a stellar ass vid of Sextwan splitting the deck
When Tech rip a threat know the vision is blessed
I saw your friend at the clinic she's addicted to meth
I even got the flick just to prove it
I'm a nuisance on the move all my fits goin stupid
So what's your blueprint, keep pumping these wack tracks
My shit be so dope we in the stu wearing hazmats
Where the cash at, taking all the backpacks
Tricking out the pad till we down to the last rack
Tilt the A's cap back
As I pray for another quick pay when the day slack
Blaise switchin' lanes in the chase in the Maybach
Turn the interstate to a motherfuckin racetrack
Burn a bunch of sage tryna stage your ex payback
State facts only, flow silky like a wave cap
Sitting on the grave wearing old Bape laid back
Brushing off the bunnies while you motherfuckers chase that
Half you motherfuckers couldn't say that

I'm not talking Youtube
When I say I'm on a watchlist
One wrong move makes em
Coordinate just like an axis

One wrong UTXO
Makes em move up out the way though
Algorithms flagged your transaction
So they think your're selling yayo

Now you gotta prove funds
Show ID or pound sand
Watch the feds take your money
Atlas shrugging like Ayn Rand
Couple of sats suspicious
And it used to be 10 grand
I do this for the hackers
The digital gangsters

Anons with Tor nodes
Business done with strangers
Hopping like some rabbit's
Clearnet coins in danger

Like a bad DJ everything off the rеcord
Double up the hustle
If you did it oncе then do it a second

AV gets evaded virus total won't grade it
Thermite to the platter
Hardrive space gets degraded

Rough around the edges
Till your life style jaded
Everyone has principles
Until their doors get raided

World without rendition
For the post draconian measure
Tagged and then recorded
In that order data is treasure

Flow applying pressure
With a beat more lit than (light) fixtures
And If the game is rigged
Then that girl sure has quite the issues

Dear internet from my youth
I sure quite miss you
Wishing like some TCP routes
That I could address you

Tell you what it meant to me
To form a new identity
Really for the real me not
The place they want to put me in

Boxes for the squares in a
World that goes around
Kill-o so many problems that weighted
Me down like pounds
Only hear one sided arguments
When my stereo comes surround
In the ocean of emotion sipping
Poison till they drown

King of privacy
(Monero) you ain't gonna see shit
King of privacy
(Monero) you ain't gonna see shit
King of privacy
(Monero) you ain't gonna see shit
King of privacy
(Monero) you ain't gonna see shit

[Intro]
Tap, tap, scroll down, another like
Living life through filtered lies, alright
Followers like a disease, spreading wide
Need a prescription for this digital high

[Verse 1]
Blue check fever got these kids in a choke
Buying followers like it's designer coke
Your aesthetic's faker than my uncle's Rolex
Living life through squares, what a fucking joke
Remember when they kicked me out Porão?
Now they sliding in my DMs, wanna know
How I got these numbers, how I made it grow
Truth is bitter pill that no one wants to swallow though

[Chorus]
Social media junkie, need that dopamine fix
Hashtag blessed but your life's full of tricks
Filtered reality, ain't that some shit
Playing perfect while your mental health splits
Double tap that validation, quick
Before your relevance starts to slip

[Verse 2]
Influencer lifestyle, what a fucking scam
Mariana's photos make the fake look grand
Dock workers keeping it real while you pretend
Your breakfast photo's worth a thousand grand
Ya habibi, let me break it down
Your social status built on shaky ground
Algorithm got you dancing like a clown
While real life's passing, you're just scrolling round

[Bridge]
Delete your account, might save your soul
Touch some grass, put down that phone
Real connections turning cold
While you're chasing followers, getting old

[Verse 3]
Got that viral hit, now everybody knows
How the game is rigged, how the bullshit flows
Class divide in every sponsored post
Rich kids flexing while the poor stay close
To reality, no filter needed here
Speaking truth while influencers disappear
Into their bubble of fake atmosphere
Digital disease got no cure, I fear

[Outro]
Tap, tap, scroll down, one last time
Before this social media shit fries your mind
Log off, check out, time to realize
Your worth ain't measured in hearts and likes

People meet my stare and they look the other way
It's such a bother to see a man in pain
So stomp that fucking dog
Lock and load, heaven, this time I'll be heard
Father, I know I've sinned, but no one listens to the hopeless
Now the only thing that's keeping me from murdering you is the writing of this verse
Maybe with a bullet in my head I will finally get a reaction
If I were just another guy, you know that you'd be changing the channel
Sorry if I can't be the man that I should be, I'll be out of your way in an instant
Deep in the dark, where I'll be dreaming of an afterlife
Such a convoluted way to say goodbye
Agonizing, I remember
What you hope for never comes true
A game rigged from the start
The chance I never ever had
A noose for my rope
It's Matthew 13:12 no more
As I fade to black
Let it be known that I fought back
I've seen it all fall!

(Oh, boy)
If I tell 'em to spin, then my lil' niggas spinnin'
Just lit with the gang, spent a ten on some tennis
My BM the best, spend a dub on her titties
Got thirty for niggas that's thinkin' they silly

Yeah, X, it's big on big
Lil' bruh Glock ain't regular, it's rigged
Play me like a square, I'ma fire up this cig'
'Fore I spoil lil' shorty, gotta take care of my kids
Trap havin' hair, pull up, get you some wigs
Ayy, what you know 'bout tryna get off some mids?

Marcel
Big whites on my tail like a poodle show
They took a stance now I can't be neutral, no
But I don't wanna get into that 'cause who you know
Get their guns off the internet, Google Chrome
This '23 lynch mob, every single one
Got a wife, got kids, got a badge and a gun
It's all in the game but it's rigged son
So I don't wanna be a player nigga, Big Pun
See Breonna had a door
That door had a bell
Cops came to that door with some bad intel
And Breonna was asleep when they came with the shells
Now Breonna, she in heaven and these rotten cops can rot in (rot in)
Hello operator it's a nigga with a nine
If you see the Terminator tell him hit my line
I was a square MC, lil Einstein
Now it's Melly who tellin' me what I got on my mind
Instead of white sheets now they dress in fancy shit
Got a three-piece suit like management
See they're global brand is expanding
These motherfuckin' clean-cut klansmen
Won't sit around 'cause I can't stand them
But look around all I see is fans of them (yuh)
Fuck Trump 'cause his mans and them
Ain't nothing but clean-cut klansmen
It's America, I know it's fucked and I ain't even from there
Police with a pole to your dome at the funfair
I don't give a fuck about your color, if you from there
Everybody struggle but they pushing out the guns there
White versus Black versus everyone else
From the outside war is all I see on the shelf
Got fentanyl covering the pills that you dealt
I just wanna take a bean not die in a cell
I guess the coke mixed up, opioids five-o
Bet you 80's motherfuckers really miss Pablo
We ain't never far from a brand new Escobar
Cocaine dirty cartel got cleaner cars
You know you wildin'
When I gotta go and get the big homie from Ireland to get dialed in
You northeast African, living in denial
If you think you sleeping in peace in klan sheets
Like with Kanye we make all kinda excuses
While that nigga making designer nooses
Ye, we know you ain't right like Rufus
But you fucking with the streets, and the streets got shooters

Can't fuck with
People like me
Die for this shit
If that's how its got to be
Oh I see where you're going
But you you're fucking with my flowing
Every time you pull me over
Yes, officer, I'm sober
And your breath it that has an odor
Like a vodka and soda
Now you're shutting off my motor
Now you pull me out the window
Fortissimo crescendo
You're the one that needs some endo
Cuz you're really high strung
Heard your wife was sucking dick
Cuz you're not really hung
Maybe that's the reason, huh
Why my bell is getting rung
You know what this reminds me of
Locker room bathrooms
Eyes all bugged out
Like you're on coke and shrooms
Yea power is a trip
When you get a little sip
Responsibility…
Yea who fucking gives a shit
Now you're loading up a clip
Theres a clack and a click
All good cops left
Step back real slick
How heads do tilt
How eyes do drift
'Nother spic gets kilt
His girls skirt just lift
And if mama says shit
Call ICE on that bitch
Throw her in the car
With dad's head all hit
Hear crying kids
You decide to split
Family values
Who's dividing it
Then who built the shit
It's the other dicks
Who founded ICE
Back at the other pricks
If you can't see this
Then you can't be that
Two sides, same coin
Have all minds trapped
Watch you bitch slapped
By your own hand
Look in the mirror
See you're no man
If you don't expand
I'll pay a couple of grand
Touch the lives of you and your clan
Thats who I am
Congruent fam
Totally fluent plan
Using different angles
Like the stars that spangle
You cant wrangle how I mangle
Call me Zorro or Django
It takes two to tango
Now its a triangle
Maybe a square
In the Pentagon lair
But they don't care
Get the fuck out here
Yo
Its rigged to blow
But they don't know
Oh no
I think they boobytrapped the studio

All you can
Do is
Keep going
All you can
Do is
Keep going
Life's a bitch
I keep tryna escape this abyss
But it's too deep, I'm praying
My soul's is mine to keep
Mind racing
The blunt they stay lacing
I'm tryna stop my heart from pacing
My life's so amazing
I gotta just protect my mind
I try and rest
By getting high all the time
I gotta keep up the grind
So that I can become
The greatest of all time
All you can
Do is
Keep going
All you can
Do is
Keep going
Stay focused
They gon try and
Provoke us
Choke us
Officer get off me
I ain't ya, bonus
Society got us in hypnosis
I didn't even know what to believe
So I choose to believe in myself
And focus on building my wealth
Too bad the most important thing in life is health
I had to learn that the hard way
Just want my family members to stay
That's why I Work
And pray everyday
Tryna be sitting down getting interviewed by sway
All you can
Do is
Keep going
All you can
Do is
Keep going
I've always dreamed big
Living lavish
Stacking figs
Just always thought
The system was rigged
Was always terrified
I'd get gun down
By a pig
Ima keep walking to the Light
I'm tryna take the rap game
To new heights
Not reaching my potential
Keep me up at night
Haters be hating
On me in spite
Of the pain I carry
True born king
Following in the steps
Of the virgin mary
College graduate
Shit getting really scary
10 toes thou
My life prepared me
Me and mama
Keep on prayin
We've seen better days
We was built
For the mission
We always elevate
She taught me
Always stand my ground
Don't ever hesitate
And if a nigga
Try me first
Then make em levitate
Levitate
I been hard headed from the jump
This what the money made
Remember the first time
Buckin niggas, it was second grade
I punched him square in the mouth
Next day he stopped the hate
What me be this real ?

Niggas head get too big and break the threading in the cap
You could think the game rigged til you recognize ya raps
They just aint that
cnita baker where the growth stem
Go head and get ya laugh in when I drop is when the joke ends
I'll definitely get shady to you niggas when I gross M's
cnd green light on niggas that be claimin that we close friends
We not

cnd to the good Fellas stop askin me when my shit gon drop
Play with my name like my shit not hot
cnt just went pro
We got a boxing ring now
We can settle this there
Nigga

The Villain got the dice rigged
And they say he accosted the
Man with the sliced wig
Allegedly the investigation is still ongoing
In this pesky nation he gots
The best con flowin' the pot doubles
Now they really got troubles
Madman never go pop!

Better crank this bitch
This what I do
Look
Hop on stage and I wild out
Everybody showing love
Pull up get the money then I ride out
Everybody know I’m plugged
I be in the lab when I hide out
Yea the flow dope like drugs
Get a mothafuka buzzed every time that I bust
They be like you cold as fuck
Cold as fuck every thing I wrote is frozen
My flow cryogenic
Everybody putting that work out but they ain't really moving shit
Isometric
I don’t give a fuck if you got 9 gold records and a bunch of plat plaques
Bro your rapping is wack
You get smacked like the ass of your chick when I hit from the back
In the back of my van I’m a mac
And I could be a pimp too
But I get my own bread so I don’t need none from a bitch
I be busting a nut then I’m done w the bitch
While you kissing and hugging the bitch
You a scrub and a simp
But I don’t really give 2 fucks who you cuffing and cuddling with
I be up in this bitch getting rich on the hustling tip
Trying to get my fam out the struggle of Flint
And I’m loving the Mit but the glove is a son of a bitch
You can smoke and grow legally
But you aint supposed to have a gun if you twist
Cuz the government's rigged
But that’s a whole nother issue
Same folks from the home that’ll diss you
You can die and ain’t no one will miss you
Faking like they need a whole bunch of tissue
With they crocodile tears
I love where I’m from but I don’t wanna die here
So sick and tired of saying bye to my peers
I’m trying to make it pop but I’m out of ideas
Maybe I need to live the life I fear
And adhere to my folks and go find a career
But the fact of the matter is I know I'm not average
The crowd's cheering loud and its time to appear so I
Hop on stage and I wild out
Everybody showing love
Pull up get the money then I ride out
Everybody know I’m plugged
I be in the lab when I hide out
Yea the flow dope like drugs
Get a mothafuka buzzed every time that I bust
They be like you cold as fuck
I could brag bout the flow cuz I’m bad to the bone
But you already know I zone
Always been a bit off now I'm bout to get on
Home grown but a rolling stone
Trying not be wild but I act like a child
Even though I’m old and grown
Everywhere I go they be like yo Joe you dope
And you so damn close
To being on top of the game
Joey keep dropping the flame
We gon keep shouting your name
Holding it down while you blaze
Fuck a hater they doubt cuz they lame
You bound to get fame
And the fortune the mic I be scorching
I want the whole thang fuck a portion
Other cats rap and they bars is boring
I’m an artist and I’m painting portraits
I was young knowing being unique is important
So I said fuck conforming
They told me shape up so I tried to fit squares in my circle
But I just couldn’t force it
I was like a prison break to a warden
A storm in the middle of the summer when it’s gorgeous
Had a Mom and Dad but I felt like an orphan
My whole damn life I was morphing
Into a maniac that could mangle any track
Whether off top live written down or recorded
They got a movie about my opponents
Called the house of 1000 corpses
Murder everybody no one verbally above me
I would hurt em and desert em like a furry little puppy
Got a rapper you can serve me better hurry cuz I’m hungry
I ain’t never worried the only concern is the money
Hop on stage and I wild out
Everybody showing love
Pull up get the money then I ride out
Everybody know I’m plugged
I be in the lab when I hide out
Yea the flow dope like drugs
Get a mothafuka buzzed every time that I bust
They be like you cold as fuck
You know as I get older I get colder still I’m hot
Leave the studio then hop on stage no I don’t stop
Life is more than paper but that’s really all I want
Happy days I crave so I rock around the clock

Realized too late, the stakes weigh a ton, Kids, just say no, now I’m back to square one.
 (Verse 2) Chasing illusions, caught in confusion, Living in delusion, it’s a self-made intrusion.

Yea see I'm a vet nigga
Yall motherfuckers ain't got no rhyme scheme no flow pattern
Nothing
Yall ain't even talking bout no real shit in yall music like
Put the mic down nigga
Aye
Another album in the mix
I'm bout to have them looking sick
Established underground rapper
Still will go platinum in this bitch
Forever stacking till I'm rich
Never slacking I'm legit
Nigga's acting but will switch
From drug trafficking to snitch
And yall don't have to see the glitch
To know this game rigged
Its the same shit
Over and over again
It get colder but know you can win
Staying focused holding the pen
Exposing foes notice ya friends
All pretend like its love
But tonight they've chosen revenge
My team be making moves together
50 something albums that should prove who better
This industry beef is weak it's never truly settled
Man these pussy nigga's sweeter than some fucking fruity pebbles
Nothing else left to tell ya
We're going to start this off by saying It's Dolph
Yea that a major lost
Them folks just ran in lil bruh house
Yea that's another lost
We're going to rep the south just like Pimp C
Pull up by myself like I'm 10 deep
Them nigga's just hating that's envy
Turned a vet from a motherfucking 10 speed
Wanna bet got a check I'm selling weed
I'ma hit it every time got felonies
Gotta get every dime I need me
This shit Big Tyme where Weezy
Run up on me free me like B.G.

This is not a phase,
This is not a façade born out of a misunderstanding of-
The human condition
Every day feels like it's a normal day until it's the last one
Identity, from you to me to you
There are no second chances, there are no do-overs
From you to me to you
That's all we can ever really hope for

Time's up
Starin' at my sunrise desktop
Every dream I had gets lost in the backdrop
Livin' in a post-job life in a flash pandemic,
Is little bit of grimdark
Wish I didn't feel left out by the fact that I'm bi
Or the fact that I'm bicentennial percent lost
Shy and awkward
Just tryna trace these red lines in the dark
That's scrawled in a crossword
Five letters, thin blue line ain't cutting it
Black lives matter, stroke six is a mulligan
Truth trumps hate but the courts can't stomach it
Trump hates truth, in the pit of his stomach, man
Bold to assume that I knew my identity
Three years later, now that whole life's dead to me
Square one peg, couch surf through a riptide
Dog paddle straight, long crawl like a centipede
Sun sets low on a common purpose
Called it, y'all front like I don't deserve this
Then turn y'all backs when I drop my new shit
All y'all fake fans, juvenile deserters
But I keep on grindin' with nil to show
Except a back catalog and a spreadsheet of zeroes
No more heroes, everybody dies
Or the very least, loses their mind
See Nero
Please, lemme just make sense this one time
Everything's a sub-con riddle in my mind's mind
Mind's eye blind in the darkness
Both eyes blind to a future outside this garbage
Impoverish existence of mediocre promise,
A pigeon holed kid with apartment complex
And a college degree in a dying market
No community unity, just a flight, departure
I want the wind in my wings, not a slight breeze
Wanna understand what I know, but can't sight read
At least I understand I'm alone, and the why, free
Thinking like, a man in a box is a tight squeeze
Every single plan I concoct is a type B
The system feels rigged like an Apple with a Type-C
Your nightly fake news, sugar free
Mixed with two scoops of race hate
And blame placed foolishly
Hate, hate, double hate, you I loathe entirely
I wish you'd treat the planet with a fraction of your ''piety''
Society's a nuke that's on a puppet string
And all you do is watch it dangle from this cliff
Like it's the end of ''Lie To Me''
Try me, east coast kid with a shoulder chip
White boy, thirty years old, don't give a shit
Truth is I'm a disillusioned illusionist
My heart bleeds as much it beats, so stupid, man
Little bit of empath, lot of "angry" politics
Constantly accused like I'm tryna stir the pot again
I'm just tryna make some sense
Shit's confusing
Worn down like an old eraser, post-proofread
New breed's kinda like the old breed
Differentiated by the tattoos, and technicolor hairpiece
No disrespect intended
I'll fight for our right to love, look
And breathe what we please
But I don't really care what your god intended
I just want to live my life before I reach the endin'
Hit the reset switch on this pad and pen
And hope the shit that comes out's a bit less cryptic
Heart's a mess, it's just part of a big lament
A slow chemical imbalance
I spent so much time but I can't commit
It's like everywhere I step's just wet cement
And the road less traveled by isn't there
Paradise paved for a parking lot, pay the fare
Toll booth exit, one way, listen friend
You don't get to leave this lot til we get our share
Put 'er there
Charon's about the only free ride left
So I guess I better figure out more than rent
Easier said than done,
Tryna stop the sun is gonna take more than sheer ambivalence
Do your best to stop the feedback
There is no equivalent
I'm frustrated, tired of the grind, belligerent
Scared I'll lose my mind like who came before me
At the same time, settling just don't implore me
You can choose to ignore me, I don't care
Feel like I'm zip tied to a zip line, still goin' there
Gravity's a force of nature
Black hole erasure
Implode, fuck your golden ratio
''It's a coded message in a bottle
Inside of a shipment lost in Atlantic waters''
My cries for help weren't THAT symbolic
Y'all tuned me out for radio silence
You're lucky I'm not choosing violence
All I'm on is some speak my mind shit
My heart is honest,
My whole journey's one way, linear,
Live more
Memento mori, word to Unus Annus
Out

True happiness is to enjoy the present
Without anxious dependence upon the future
Not to amuse ourselves with either hopes or fears
But to rest satisfied with what we have, which is sufficient
Sometimes, even to live is an act of courage
So, for as long as you live, keep learning how to live

Have you used the Nemesis yet
It's filthy
It's broken as fuck

I look like I walked in a designer store and lifted shit
The drip comes with ease playboy, I prolly thrifted it
Twitch and click to flip this shit
Kissin' chicks and trippin' dick
I've been the shit like sliced bread, got woken up with nice head
And some waffles, today sure is a swell one
Kush knock my neck off lookin' like I got my bell rung
Gonna spend the day doing whatever the fuck I damn please
Might find a beach for some Rumham, pretend that I command seas

I'm shoeless on the seashore lit, flowin' with the breeze
Shorty wants my digits, we swap spit and philosophies
A real creative motherfucka, and that's word to Sophocles
I jerry rigged my brain to work, now nobody is stoppin' me
Feel like a child of prophecy, wild smile when I'm droppin' heat
Eyes mild cause I'm coppin' trees, 2 45's, Isosceles
Watchin' Euphoria like Rue's got more drugs than a doctor needs
These kids are poppin' toxins, gaslightin', fightin', and knockin' knees

Eyes are impaired, they're mostly closed
Hotboxin' a trunk with some ghostly o's
These fuckers are squares like dosey do
Got me feelin' sick like the goatse pose
Smellin' loud when I walk in the party
Glitter covered women lookin' like Barbies
Shirt off, got 'em breathless like Carti
Crib jumpin', bitch I feel like Jeff Hardy
Fuck gettin' gold
I want a sign on a lawn that says "Sold"
Rufflin' feathers, I don't fit the mold
But to get to the cheddar you gotta be bold
Feelin' myself because I am elite
If the day ends in Y then the stache is on fleek
I've been workin' my ass off to make the world tweak
Hope my name lasts for centuries, word to the Greeks

Curled over a keyboard sweatin', that's how I spend the night
I'm straight haggard, room disheveled, looks like there's been a fight
People askin' when new music's comin', said "When it's right"
Emotions got me nauseous I never learned to digest 'em right
Ask my grade school music teacher, boy, I've been this nice
I've got dreams of crowds goin' apeshit when I bend the mic
I kept a close eye on my friends since I read Of Men and Mice
For all I know, they're keepin' the tech low like a Mennonite

Psych!

It gives me the Zs, like Zorro at an autograph signing
So be easy with that battle rhyming
‘Cause when I’m fed up, you’ll get wet up like Seattle’s climate
Pull your bitch like the steering on a bad alignment
Give her that homework, since you don’t want that assignment
Nah, I ain’t saying that my clique ball
But in the mall, we blow paper like spitballs
Y’all lame fucks, step your kicks up
You small fries is squares, now that’s criss-cut
Yuck, everything that I flow’s sick
I get bucks and do it big - bold print
What?