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It's easier to Kickflip
On the moon
Than stop falling for you
Falling, rising,
 jumping and crawling

All under your magic stick spell
You knock you draw you loose
But there's no one else I choose

No, carving you out
Was, never this hard
How, can I crave

Memories can be relief
And a suffering

No, carving you out
Was, never this hard
How, can I crave
My ball and my chain

Horsin' around I was horsin' around
Horsin' around I was horsin' around I was keeping my eyes
Locked in
Poured on the ground I was poured on the ground
Poured on the ground I was warm to be found
I was keeping my ties
Tied down
Warm on the ground
Blue skies calling me
Sleep in the bedroom hollered out
Please bring me two cups of that tea
I'll drink one leave one for the house
Won't try to keep moving upstream
I'll float on like an autumn leaf
I'll see your carving in relief
Washing up on another beach
Coursin' around I was coursin' around
Coursin' around I was coursin' around I was keeping my ties
Tied down

[Outro]  
As the shadows fade, I find peace in the night,  
Embracing my journey, stepping into the light.  
With every whispered secret, every sigh of relief,  
I’m carving my path, beyond disbelief.  
So here’s to the shadows, the beauty they bring,  
In this world of connections, I’m ready to sing.

Freeing myself of the voices that control me
But no matter how loud I scream they never stop
Tell me please
There's a form of relief
Tell me please
It's a means to an end
Regardless how deep I cut the voices never stop
Cutting and carving
Deeper
To find that missing piece of me
Trying to hide
But they always find
Me
Cutting and carving
To find that missing piece of me
Trying to hide but they always find me
(Cut it out)
The worst part of me is the reflection of you
(Cut it out)
Clawing at the skin of my eyes for some relief
(Cut it out)
Trying to let go but they'll never fucking leave me alone
I tried to cut it out
It buried deep and rotted my soul
No matter how deep I try to cut
I can never let go
Like a parasite
You took everything that I loved
No matter how deep I try to cut
I can never let go

Sanctified arousal
Sodomized and child
Purified post-rectal
Phallicized with a smile
 
Holes opening wide
Prethrusting chanted rites
Ghoul's erected cross
Churning out blood and sperms
Souls' anal intrusion
Pitiful eyes under redemption

Cilice carving genitals
Anguish on pinnacles
Rapture - delight of grief
Atonement - disgust relief

Deep down into the depths of joy
Perverted Father awaits to join
 
Unconscious wandering pray
Devoided sadistic love
Incestuous godlike sin
Discovered egoic rot

Endless sleep of mind
Madness of abject divine
Baptized forever
In bedlam of lusting lovers...

In the reflection of my past, I can clearly see
Squealing at the path of where I used to be
At the helm of my destiny, I stand up tall
Chasing away past ghosts, big or small
A constant punt, against the tide
With less to lose and much to hide
Circuit cutter breaking free
From the repeated chains, that used to guide me
Through the hunger and the strife
I'm carving out a brand new life
Lost in a crustacean of my own design
Tried to scat away the echoes in my mind
Seeking fluency in a world full of noise
Drowning out the mass of others' decoys
Struggled to find, a simple common ground
In a world where repetitive stock responses abound
Circuit cutter breaking free
From the repeated chains, that used to guide me
Through the hunger and the strife
I'm carving out a brand new life
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
With every spear of doubt, I face
I find a method to keep my upbeat pace
In the depths of doubt, I find some relief
As I cut through the noise, I finally believe
Circuit cutter, now I can clearly see
The path ahead, wonderful and increasingly free
Through the mouth of never-ending uncertainty
I can now emerge, with crystal clarity
Crystal clarity
Crystal clarity

Pulse Of Humanity

Can you hear it beating
The everlasting sounds
Striking a rhythm
Heard all around

Can you feel it pulsing
In every human being
Carving a bond
With no need for seeing

Music is
The Pulse Of Humanity
Cuz it gives relief
From the insanity
Music is
The Pulse Of Humanity
So we live
In this species reality

Listen to the thunder
Of every human soul
Over and under
All we've ever known

Those intonations
Ringing with life
Primal vibrations
With impeccable spice

Music is
The Pulse Of Humanity
Cuz it gives relief
From the calamity
Music is
The Pulse Of Humanity
So we live
In this species personality

Boom boom
In lifes living room
Ring ring
In every word we sing
Tick tock
On that musical clock
Ding dong
All humans hum along
Ding dong
All humans hum along
Ding dong
All humans hum along
Ding dong

A harmony of our hearts
And all understand
You can feel the feelings
Across bands and lands

A reverberation
Of who we are
In every nation
Both here and afar

Music is
The Pulse Of Humanity
Cuz it gives a break
From the insanity
Music is
The Pulse Of Humanity
Cuz it gives relief
From the calamity
Boom boom
In lifes living room
Ring ring
In every word we sing
Tick tock
On our musical clock
Ding dong
All humans hum along
Ding dong
All humans hum along
Ding dong
All humans hum along
Ding dong
Music is the pulse of humanity

As you savor spoils of conquering
Flavors of bitterness lingering
Seeds of doubt lying dormant, sprouting

A craving to prove magnificence
Dreams of a testament to grandeur
Look beyond your kingdom walls
To a virgin source of appropriation

On your command
Axes bite unsuspecting bark
Carving wounds deep into ancient flesh
Blood on your hands
Their silent cries deaf to your ears
Limbs piled high for the monument

Here stands a bastion of life, emanating
Adorned with humble offerings
Laid before the god who has shined
Upon children of the earth

When hesitation slows the ax
Take up the blade
Strike your nemesis
With mighty greed
Cut, cut, sever
Strike down
With blinding, aching greed

A carcass lies at your feet
Life will be repaid
A curse gifted by gods
A yearning grows to consume

Hunger devours you
You will know no satisfaction
No relief from abysmal pain

Once a king now a tyrant
A plague on your subjects
Eat your kingdom bare
Ravenous beast
Becoming the void
Nothing can fill your emptiness

After days of endless scavenging
Gorge on the crumbs remaining
A finger trips over teeth
Leaving a taste behind

Drag the hand to a waiting mouth
Find relief as you start to feed
Your final meal is you
Consume yourself

Cold dew of a November dawn
Awakens my lust 
For the exile from this life
As i wander furled in fog and woe
On the path to forgotten crypts
Arrived to this tomb declined 
In solitude for all its time
Moss and dampness adorn the spires
Autumnal leaves share decay with debris

As the rain starts to fall
Gates and doorways I pass
Faded paintings tell of loss
Murble walls show carvings 
Of an afterlife denied   
I'm enraptured in decadence allure
Still the passage to a vault below
Is my way

Relief comes from this acrid dark
Thick air I breathe 
Catacombs out of time 
Welcome me, my grief
By dim gleams of a torch 
A subterrain I unveil
A place of funerary halls 
Drenched in lugubrious peace
A place for my soul to rest

This little girl's hand
Grips her mother's
As if it were a rubber hold
On a rock climbing wall
Tears down her cheek, a quiet creek
Carving a valley of empathy from
The full itinerary of
The leaving
The uncertain

In the gap between
The tunnel and the plane
This little girl's mother
Folds both of their palms
Palms of cold dough in a pizzeria fridge
And educates her daughter of
The act in kissing their center
And planting them on
The nose of the journey
Thanking it for
The everything
The tumultuous
The relief

This little girl's eyes are a pond
Predictably grey clouds becoming
An elephant stampede
Christmas wish kittens
Strawberry crepes on a Saturday
A giant primary-colored parachute in a gym
The grey plastic shut over
The pill-shaped window
Her ten fingers become crayons
Using colors never imagined until now

Her mother
quiet
In the teaching
In the flying

I hold up the fortress
I let no one in
Hiding in hunger
I sharpen my teeth
I wanted to drop to
The weight of my bones
Counting every minute
And stone that I’ve lost
Jumping through fires
Hoping I won’t get burned
I will find happiness
If i don’t die first

My face is still heavy
From yesterday's tears
Carving away til I see
My skin sink into my ribs
Befriending my shadows
To feel less alone
Things quickly get out of hand
When I am on my own

I send up another prayer
To disappear
But I’d take just a short relief
From feeling the weight of the girl
Stacking on reasons
To keep swimming off coast
I will find happiness
If I don’t drown first

Our existence has been wasted on waiting for moments of interest
Waiting on the mouth of those who force us to listen
And I tired of the type who speak in gluttonous volumes
Who speak and preach of rebirth and change, by dressing us all in new chains
So I offer solution with absolution
To rid my head of our cancerous contusions
A manner of action to spite the smiling faces
Of those in positions of making decisions
I’ll bless them in silence with actionable ideas of well thought out violence
Carving out the words from your mouth, you use to define us
I won’t take, take any more from you
I have a home where I like to hide what I keep
Bodies of those outspoken but no longer speak
A place I can practice sacred silence
Where I can focus with undivided attention
Giving away all of your existence
My god Smiles down at me
So I offer solution with absolution
To rid my head of our cancerous contusions
A manner of action to spite the smiling faces
Of those in positions of making decisions
I’ll bless them in silence with actionable ideas of well thought out violence
Carving out the words from your mouth, you use to define us
I won’t take, take any more from you
My struggle and disturbance
Young life lead by one parent and television violence
The other parent a dead beat and slave driver guardian
But she found relief in my love
She calls it home; whatever she calls it
Between rooms of paper thin walls
Her love on me had to be silent
Now who can blame me for my piles of digested bodies
Locked in chains but I pose them to be smiling
Configured in my sanity and silence
Thirty seven and counting
This body of my love is growing, my sanctity of silence
I love them staring like my god is watching
I blessed them in silence, with actionable ideas and well thought out violence
Carved out the words from their mouth, they used to define us
I don’t take, take anymore from you

It's four a.m. again
Father forgive me this sin
Uncomfortable in this life, yeah
I can't put down this knife, yeah
I'm carving words in my arm, baby
Hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe
I need the touch of a hand
This isn't what I had planned

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up
By this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

I'm losing my faith in me
I can't remember the last time I felt free
From voices inside my head
When I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead

You say I'm out of control
At least i still have a soul
No, I don't need your advice
Some compassion would be nice

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up
By this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

I can't take any more of your pills
They hold my head up
But still it feels so wrong
I can't believe the price that I've paid
For this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal
Take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up
By this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

You've shown me peace again
The warm embrace of hunger
Disquiet fades away
A vacant slumber
My thoughts betray me
I wrestle endlessly

Call of the nightjar lingers in my mind
In your eyes I see
The distant echos of the life could be mine

Streams of silver, gilded graves
Bring relief, suppress the pain
Ropes of hades bring temptations
Shame and sorrow, lamentations
Vessels at the spring are breaking
Bowls of gold still burdened, shaking

Call of the nightjar lingers in my mind
In your eyes I see
The fading echos of the life that should be mine

Tear out my eyes before they make me stumble
Better to be blind then let darkness overtake me
Tear out my eyes before you make me stumble
Better to be blind then let darkness overtake me

Silver carvings I'll never see
Will focus determine reality?

Everyone I love is all fucked up
Carving out a moment of relief
Between panic and despair
With anything to lessen the bite
Of the vice grips as they constantly tighten
Everyone I love is trapping moments of reprieve
Like fireflies in bell jar glass
They suffocate on pristine display
Their flickering glow dimming out
And dead before first light of the following day

All of the lies that sounded like lies
That we knew were lies turned out to be lies
Because they were lies
Fool me once.

From the depths of doubt to heights of belief,
Knowledge brings solace, it brings relief,
In the search, we find our ground,
In every loss, a truth is found.


Minds are rising, wide invest,
Exploring futures, honoring the past,
In every lesson, a path revealed,
In every choice, our fate is sealed.

No missed calls
Never notified
Didn't mind it
Message in the phone
Never coming home
Perfect timing
Thought I didn't need
Anything to keep my head above the tide see
But Aphrodite never find it right
To treat me kindly
But I don't lose control
No I don't lose control
I've been waiting
For something sweet to kill me
I've been paying too much
To get what I need
I've been playing
The same game that made us
If you're staying the same
I don't blame ya
No new friends
Hate depending on anybody
I burn loose ends
Baby tell me do you want me
I get bent out of shape
By every single little thing
Bring it all in close
Tell me what you need
So I don't lose control
So I don't lose control
I've been waiting
For something sweet to kill me
I've been paying too much
To get what I need
I've been playing
The same game that made us
If you're staying the same
I don't blame ya
All that I know
Is nothing is sweet enough for me
The further I go
It's coming my season of relief
And I know
That I won't be satisfied
Still I cope
Carving out half a life
Waiting
For something sweet to kill me
Paying too much
To get what I need
Play the same game that made us
If you're staying the same
I don't blame ya
I don't blame ya

Cake for the dogs, cake for the dogs
Always trying to find relief
Cake for the dogs, cake for the dogs
Hurting myself will no make  ease
Cake for the dogs, cake for the dogs
I can't bear with so much grief
Cake for the dogs, cake for the dogs
I better hold on tight!

Pennies I would count for a moment with you now
The shallow depth of fake relief
That I would weep me a willow to lie beneath and wait
To see your face

A million or more for this life
Would not be much
A million or more for this life
Would not be much

The pennies I would count for a moment with you now
The trap that’s laid in fate
Step by step the walk made easy by the destination
Step by step
Forget

Pennies I would count for a moment with you now
The weight of all these savings
Buried beneath my wept willow tree
The carving of our names

A million or more for this life
Would not be much
A million or more for this life
Would not be much
Pennies I would count

Just the moment you were thinking of is gone
And all the sadness you could bank on
The chase of time has taken toll upon my soul
The depth of you I choose to leave behind

A million or more for this life
Would not be much
A million or more for this life
Would not be much

The pennies I would count
The pennies I would count
The trap that’s laid in fate

Forward, stumbling  blindly, with high hopes of release
Abyssic relief
Forward!

Reaching forth toward those parasites of atonement
Feeling them burrow deep into vein
Watching the hollowness manifest in unprecedented ways

Even the strongest pillar caves in
even the iron heart shatters.

Screams still echo in the dark of my mind,
But I won't break—I'll hunt their kind.

Blades in my hands, fire in my veins,
Carving through shadows, embracing the pain.
But the cruelest cut, the deepest sin,
Is seeing your face with the demon’s grin

It's a catch 22
When I'm black and I'm blue
Hurts so much but I care too much to move

What do I do
Got so much to prove
The mirror looks down on me always I just wanna fill my own shoes

My biggest critic is me
It's so hard to deal with myself 
Tryna achieve whats expected but that is too high on the shelf

I've always felt
It's not always time to go up
Patience is key
Flying to close to the fan brings the fear that I'll clip my own wings

Behind the scenes 
People are not what they seem
People put on a facade to strike others with feelings of jealousy
It's got me questioning
 
Am I the truth
If I do this for me what is the point
Why do feel I it's an option to beg from my knees
Crying out please

Wonder if pain stricken pauper is what you all see
When you're looking at me
When you see me in public and look at my teeth
And you notice my walk and the way that I lean
Or the length of my hair or the size of my feet
Or the hop in my step when I'm crossing the street
No? Well that's a relief

But if that's the truth
Why are we all so self conscious 
About everything that we do
It's a catch 22

It's a catch 22
When I'm black and I'm blue
Hurts so much but I care too much to move
What do I do 

Look beneath the surface, look under the skin
At the person inside, who's buried within
Stressing so much I can see my hair thin

What if we lived
Like there's more than the car in your drive
And the chain on your neck
Or the cream on your face 
And the size of your chest
Put it to Rest

People need not be impressed
If you want that stress
Be my guest

You're opinion's the only that matters
The sooner you teach yourself that
The sooner you life can unshatter
And you can put everything back

At the end of the day when they're digging my grave
they're digging my hole and their digging it deep
And they're carving my stone and they're writing my name
Composing the words that sit underneath
What will it be

Will I be known for the racks in my bank or the way I push through
Or the gas in my tank and the cash that I grew 
Or that to my word I was true
It's a catch 22

Stare into madness, eliciting passion, I'm sifting through ashes,
Heart of a savage, a demon of havoc, I bleed on the canvas,
Honest, and tragic, I cut it to fractions, the beat, that I'm bashing,
Peeling the facets, I'm carving, and stabbing, yet seeking compassion,
Penning the grief, Repenting the catalyst setting me free,
A heretic, arrogant, failing to see, a tenuous fact, is a cowards relief,
It's clawing, the hands of fate beckoning me, to wait and concede, and bury my dreams,
To lay in defeat, a growing disease, of doubt, and deceit, I thought I could seize,
To rest in my peace,
But wicked men never rest, Ridiculous when the pad meets the pen,
Contiguous with the sounds and the drip, indignant voices pound in my head,
They say to keep killing it, burn it to figments, Never concealing the rage or the blemishes,
Raising the ceiling, by taking these sentiments, tracing my feelings, and painting my silhouette in,
I'm here for the throngs and fame, to hear them all call my name, to stoke all the sparks and flames,
To shear through the dark, acclaimed, to blaze stages, and vacate inner aching's, through page plagued,
cinders, shaping while I'm spraying vigor, aiming like an AK triggered,
Cocking, target the audience, Haughty, cause I'm hungriest, Starving, vomiting all the sauce,
Shocking, yet so predominant,
Cocky!

Let's go 

(x2)
Ahh ahh ahh ahh

Living on a lie

(x2) 
Ahh ahh ahh ahh 

(Verse 1) 
So I hear that sound of nothing in the backround 
Every single minute of a silent frown 
Being you flirt, but you can't be single 
Saying you're glad but you're
(telling me a lie)
Bound to be severed, it's not meant to be 
How do we match so perfectly 
How do you actually think 
That we're so insync when you always
(hang me out to dry)
I try to be sentimental, being so gentle 
Keeping myself from smothering 
But every little that I try to bring 
Has got you 
(Burning me alive)
Here's the day where I must break free 
How can we stay so comfortably 
How can we stay on tract when it's all an act 
'cause you make me want to scream 

(bridge 1)
Always feeling so cold 
Everytime I'm in your arms
Well I'm miles away 
Got me laying in the dark 
'cause we living a lie

(Verse 2)
Every damn day I stay with you
I'm getting so cold cant face the truth 
I go to look in your eyes and realise 
That this moments 
(Bringing out the lies)
I even try for the innocent kiss
But you wont even pucker them lips 
Why can't you admit that we need to split 
You would constanly 
(Hang me out to dry)
You make me feel so empty 
Like I'm just some washed up fucking deadbeat 
Now it's to the point I'm expecting 
For you to keep on 
(Burning me alive)
Here's the day where I must break free 
How can we stay so comfortably 
How can we stay on tract when it's all an act 
'cause you make me want to scream 

(Bridge 2)
Your words can deceive 
As they carving out the scars 
I don't wanna believe that you'll never break my heart
But we living a lie 

(Chorus)
Pretending like we know but we're just so blind 
'cause we're comfortably on hold 
I wanna believe, that I can see us growing old 
But we living on a lie 

(Instrumental, 8 bars)

Living on a lie

(Verse 3) 
I'm packing my bags, I'm out the door 
You want me to stay, I don't want no more 
I'm breaking away from this fucked up coarse 
'cause it's horse shit always 
(Living on a lie) 
I'm done living on this pressure 
All them lectures 
Forever doesn't measure up 
I can't be stuck with some one who would wanna
(Hang me out to dry)
Patience is wearing thin
Hatedred is tearing out of my skin 
You putting out a fake grin 
Has pushed me to the point of 
(Saying my goodbyes)
Goodbye 
(goodbye)
Goodbye 
(goodbye)
Goodbye
(goodbye)

(Bridge 3)
I need to be free 
You're beating me to the ground
I'm feeling relief 
That the pain is breaking out 
Fucking done with the lies 

(Chorus)
Pretending like we know but we're just so blind 
'cause we're comfortably on hold 
I wanna believe, that I can see us growing old 
But we living on a lie

(Instrumental, 8 bars)

Living on a lie