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Addiction

Yelawolf

Trunk Muzik, Vol. 3

2019

afflictions
Addiction
Addiction
Addiction
Addiction

Nirvana, had 'em dancing with Mr. Brownstone
Guns followed by roses laid on the gravestone
C'est la

Yes Sir, I Will

Crass

Christ the Bootleg

1999

you can't hear the silence
Even when it's there. Like the wind seen from the window,
Seeing it but not being touched by it.


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Words sometimes

no home trainin'
Codeine by the cases, I've been purple rainin'
Roll it up, lace it, pop a few, chase it
I've been in the Matrix, none of this shit

lullaby)
Across the neon sky (Beyond the great divide)
Prayers amplify (Distorted sensory)
What silence won't deny (Transmitted apathy)

Kill the kids with

Dying inside from being empty
Convinced myself that no one loves me
The absence is screaming loudest when I'm by myself with my thoughts

and clawing to exit my asylum 
Free me of my baggage 
Let my inner self be laid to rest 
This process consumes all of my being
Distorted thoughts fuel my

like the pope
I know they thought that we would choke
But, bitch we got the game by the throat
Step to my side, suicide might as well grab the rope
Neva

pink to a zamac silver

Convinced by my thoughts that I'm just retarded
And my world's distorted because I trip on hard shit
Gotta crush this demon

Distorted views on sex
On top of low self-esteem plus depression now
Even being withdrawn, suicide is where
It led him, wild
Is the picture starting

suicide, but say this isn't me,
Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting,
How would they ever know
I got some pain in my heart and I won't let it

pills getting trashed
This self-affliction, is such an addiction
It's more than suicide rap, yeah it's non fiction
And this is not bitching, it's just

to get by
Shoved the knife right into my back
Now I'd only wish that you would die
You thought you had us all fooled
You worthless fuck I hope you

Choke

from the storm broke the silence of the shore
I thought I gave enough but
You just wanted more
And it was a need I adored a glowing open door
But even

Suicide an alibi
Every movements left changing
Paralyzed by stupid sense
All thoughts they're rearranging

Now who'd of thought it come to this
We're

Everyday struggling with addiction, the perks to addicting, my brains contemplating, suicide
No one by my side, last girl left me all alone, thought

or wealth
And all this talk of suicide think I was in bad help
Bad jokes bad lines
Constant thought of suicide, lose of pride and lose of life all under my

only kept descending
Allegations, addictions, suicide attempts
Something clicked that night you called me desperately
With a fucking gun in your mouth,

Look back and try
Rearrange my thoughts
Mend tired lines

Between my teeth
I couldn't breathe!
Suspicious minds
But our parents won't notice 

Suicide

thoughts
And Burning dreams
Nobody chooses
Child innocence
Distorted lights
Unready thoughts
And stormy dreams
In free fall the voices broke
Silence will

would come record it
With phonetic clone software who ever woulda thought it?
But I included numbers in my rap unsupported
By their new OS that's why OS

built distorted self image
All broke down at once, now your Neurons are finished...
Before your focus transitioned I gave you insight and wisdom
Three

am I supposed to feel?
How am I supposed to chill?
I live in pain shedding tears for all the grief that I have to deal with

Surrounded by silence

Addiction in my life but I think I'll be alright
Suicide is tempting more with every single night
I love to be alive but there's not much in this

sippin' on the venom of snake fangs, skipping super for a fix or two and then some
You justify addiction by calling it medication, like as long as it's