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The days grow short without you
If you're not there to guide me through
Amid self hate I can't see clearly
Can I live immortal till the day it kills me

Settle on me like a shroud
We'll forge a god amongst the crowd
You've been my vice for far too long
A blessed muse I daren't look on

So I turn back to you
I couldn't be alone
We need to stay entwined
Without you I am blind
You tighten up your grip
And as I start to slip
Into this fantasy
You drain the life from me

You touch me, I'm in ecstasy
Shield my soul, oh set me free
Higher
Take me higher
My only love, you smother me
And those around can clearly see
I'm falling
I'm failing
I'm fading away

In this trance I must remain
Out of reach, immune to pain
Tell me why do you forsake me when the good times end
I need you most when I descend

I'm clinging to what's left of me
While wrapped up so despondently
Reach me
You can't reach me
And pulling at a single thread
Unravels all these flaws instead
I'll rot away without a trace

Shroud of Frost

Anathema

The Silent Enigma

1995

Detached from reality,
In the knowing of dreams, 
We know the entity of ensuing agony waits to clasp us in its cold
Breast, in an empty room

We awake and it's true
I dreamed of the sun's demise, awoke to a bleak morning
In the emptiness I beheld face for the dead light is a foretelling of
What will be

I saw a soul drift from life, through death, 
And arrive at Elysian fields in welcoming song
Yet I stand in a dusk-filled room despondently watching the passing of a kindred spirit and there is no song
Just a delusion of silence

Sickness roils in my veins
Intermittent pain makes me wiser
Distraction is the way to the other dimensions
Sickness opens my eyes to the Cosmic Purpose

cnointing of the Sick
Desired Feast for the Demons
Descent of the Falling Sickness
""They don't know what they are doing""

Rites of the Sick

Skulls roll and roll
Forgotten to be laid in coffins on pillows
Skulls roll and roll
They fancy they have escaped

Someone's trophies
Someone's collection

The Universe could take Its place in each of them
But they are despondently empty
Sickness could have built palaces in them
But they are despondently empty

Did I kill someone today?

Sonorously
Blush
Bleeding this heart 
Out to you
Like a rain that cannot drown
How soft can our whisper become 
In a home too profound 
To sound stable with me
Petrichor

And mesh 
Will you mold into I
That the warmth of these lifelines
The patterns
Still crisp tender
The shadows that found tendrils 
Still hold of at 
Harshest hours naive

Thus dirges
Despondently dusted boxes 
Unopened
Left but such union supine
Immersing divine

Dance With Me

Uncoil us to the final page
Awaken to rapture
And Blistering ease
And blanket-fire love

Unto my skin
Ash bouts of blaze
What would we know
Only this us

Dance With Me

I want to live with no eyes on me
I want to wear braids and be carefree
You wear those for fun but oppress me
You steal culture and take from us constantly
Constantly, Oh
Heartlessly, You
Angrily I cry out in disbelief
Envision all the reasons why we grief
Home of the brave, but you're cowardly
Land of the free, but we're hardly free
Hardly free, Oh
I wanna be free (Free)
I don't wanna live my life despondently
Prejudice and power, you oppress me
I don't understand why you wanna be me
Don't want my skin but you want to be me
Want to be (Be)
Be, Be Free
Free
Be Free

She is sad, like a funeral service, Her
face is sad and gloomy.
He will pass through the room despondently,
And the look of the dead window
k/2
Mired in the torment of illusions,
And the light of life has long been extinguished.

But all that you're giving me is more
That I could ever return 
And all that you're saying to make me burn
Will never fade

I thought about things to come
And slowly exit the station
When I noticed the mood has changed in front
That violin was our relation

I entered the bus despondently
And my heart now filled with fear
The fading violin now may be gone
But love still lingers in my ear

I saw you leaving on the train
Is that the time was wrong to blame?

When will my invincibility complex die
Maybe at the ripe old age of twenty-five
Or maybe my Aries sun will keep it alive
I think I'm the exception when things go awry

I have no aspirations
I'm going in rotations
I ignore my expectations
All I feel's exasperation
I have no aspirations
I'm going in rotations
I ignore my expectations
All I feel's exasperation

The future waves at me despondently
And I say "Hey" kinda subconsciously
Instant gratification is my philosophy
I've never been one to act responsibly

I have no aspirations
I'm going in rotations
I ignore my expectations
All I feel's exasperation
I have no aspirations
I'm going in rotations
I ignore my expectations
All I feel's exasperation

I have no aspirations
I'm going in rotations
I ignore my expectations
All I feel's exasperation
I have no aspirations
I'm going in rotations
I ignore my expectations
All I feel's exasperation

Well I feel it in my bones that the dark days are coming
Hard to miss the war and destruction
We're desensitized by the latest mass shooting
Debilitated by all the feuding
I feel it in my bones
You might say that these bones talk for themselves
Warned me when I've tip toed to close to the edge of Hell
Now I feel that cold aching shivering pain
Like when I know it's about to pour down, pour down in rain
I feel it in my bones
Well I feel it in my bones that the dark days are coming
Hard to miss the war and destruction
We're desensitized by the latest mass shooting
Debilitated by all the feuding
I feel it in my bones
See the signs the world is breaking down
Generational scapegoating has sent us Hell bound
I ask you how much longer can this go on?
I stare despondently into this bleak phenomenon
I feel it in my bones
Well I feel it in my bones that the dark days are coming
Hard to miss the war and destruction
We're desensitized by the latest mass shooting
Debilitated by all the feuding
I feel it in my bones
Corruption, lies, and exploitation
What can we do?

Well I tried my preeminent to win your heart
Will you ever or never see me in your sight
Don’t you let go the finest cuddle in our lives
The forgo that we’ve swallowed from first to last
Contemplating every inch of your madness
Lights of your sadness
How wreck was your painfulness
I know its hard being in your shoes being who you are

Let’s turn these agonies to a dazzling jiffy right away
And make the day better as we’ve never been before
Don’t you ever feel jaded baby
For what he had done to you despondently
Don’t you ever feel jaded baby
For what he had done to you despondently

This is my last serenade for you
Don’t turn your back on me now and never
This is my last serenade for you
Don’t turn your back on me now and never

This is my last serenade for you
Don’t turn your back on me now and never
This is my last serenade for you
Don’t turn your back on me

Don’t you leave me here alone

I’m sorry I didn’t meant to yelled at you
It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again
We can make this happen
Darling I promise you
You just have to believe in me and we’ll work things out

I’m sorry I didn’t meant to yelled at you
It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again
We can make this happen
Darling I promise you
You just have to believe in me and we’ll work things out

I’m sorry I didn’t meant to yelled at you
It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again

I’m sorry I didn’t meant to yelled at you
It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again
We can make this happen
Darling I promise you
You just have to believe in me and we’ll work things out

I’m sorry I didn’t meant to yelled at you
It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again
We can make this happen
Darling I promise you
You just have to believe in me and we’ll work things out

I’m sorry I didn’t meant to yelled at you
It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again

So then let us fall back to what once was
Relating with an old self just because
The parts I ripped apart when you arrived
They settled on the ground but did not die

A fleeing part returns back to me
But I can't quite feel it
No I can't quite feel it
A fresh restart, ironically
And it feels so intuitive
A falling flare when the light isn't there
But you can still feel my heat
The greiving part I no longer see
And I can't believe it
I can't believe it

Descending deceprit despondently
So dry I run back to a teenage me
Aneurysm man unconsciously
Insipid incessant identify

A losing edge reverts openly
But I can't quite see it
No I can't quite see it
A landing dart thuds centrally
And I'm convinced that I meant it
A rising frame unhunching with a name
And a tentative sense of self
The greiving part I no longer see
And I can't believe it
I can't believe it

Are you feeling comfortable?

I'm seated into time, it's passing by
Yet, another hopeful thought of you
And despondently staring into a cold screen, at pictures
You and me were laughing loud

I wanted so much to avoid all scenes, I end up knowing more
I'm now surrounded, inside it and days go by, rolling on
No matter what's implied wish hope was all I needed to meet 
Once again

I nod at all the words you speak, yes, I believe
In return I'm all alone
As you're leaving me here, sitting, as time is passing through
Many plans I'd put together
Memories of you, I'm feeling
I look for in my daily life
More days behind me yet to come
When in my hand, slip away, and I watch them fall
Since way before, I have been searching, it is gone and 
I'm looking back and remembering what I am still holding onto
Ah ah 

Draw lines and separate, don't look back
Gates are facing reality, and I cast it off
It's why I could not realize, realize
Outer fence, when I took my eyes off
Soul is warmed, arrays of blossoms
All, indeed, was something I could see

Wish I knew, wish I could have known of it, too worn out is my heart
The closing doors I seal again, and stay over all alone
Enclosed in as I'm hiding, loose, and I am there lying
Sustaining, I'm the one you left alone, behind

Above, the blue-sky scenery
Those days of youth, eye can espy
I know deep inside of me, I can get it all back on board
I bring back atmospheres
Heartbeat is pacing as you vowed, "in love with you"

Allowing no one else to see, feelings I veil
While I'm still hiding with my hands
This moment I perceive, alive, inside, within my truth
Eyes are closing as I call back
While I sight it recreating, it's a bright scene I think of
Those days behind me, living on
Scattered around, reflection in my mind
It was the vision I had, in flowers not budding in time
Now I can draw the hopes I pursue

Recall your tones and all you told
Those days of old, how beautifully time enfolds
We've been in a panorama in that moment of time
All feelings I took my eyes off
Now unite in fate, connect the ways where I could have walked, too
Those days behind me now are gone
I'm moving on to new horizons, I take off
And from now on, I will be walking, even if you're gone
The two of us are smiling as I'm waving goodbye
Turn my back on that past as I started moving ahead
Ah

I got the speed of a demon I'm peeling out of my seat and
I see my feelings receding inside the rear viewing mirror
Steer my pain into lanes and veer my fears into cement
Completely concrete in doctrine high octane problems when nearer
On tar they're farther appearing than objects lost in blind spots
I car you go karts like hot wheels your body shop made in Taiwan
Lock and key in my conscience I rev the engine respondent
The sign said stop, and honest they almost caught me in pausing
Shifted into the fifths then drifted despondently endless
Condemning rest stops and exits spinning my rims in a nexus
Fender bending the reckless like I went Aang on a Lexus
You drank you ought' be arrested blew through where officers rested
Consume an alcohol beverage and choose to drown all perspectives
Vroom right out of collective consecutive question objectives
Textbook alexithymia when checkereds in my mental
Driving frantic when panicked my hands in stick with incidentals

Lost in space
Caught in place
Lost the race
And I fought the chase
Not in shape
Odd in case
Not the pace
But I top the greats

Thinking back on my actions I lacked a balance in drag
A rat race lackey so tacky compacting actions in my past
First to last and they pass me but I was happy in lapping
I gladly had to ramp down from rounding round-a-bout tracks e-
Lapsing passengers attitude to a rapid rebadging
Refasten seat belts and pedals and check the levels of gasoline
Move your metal and let go of all the devils that's trapped within
Let them laugh as they're lagging then get the heck out of drafting
Set a record but after it's back to burnouts and gurneys
A splash and dash when on empty to keep left turning and turning
Observing swerves in the sturdy who hit the curb and concern me
I'm worried next I'll be checked and end up medically wheel chocked
Real talk early to bleach box and greet the green light as murky
Detox from Nos in my conscience and skirt the urge to just belong
I dream of streets I can be on without the feeling of freon
Speedometer as deterrent to burning rubber for eons

He found the table prepared for dinner but he had no appetite. He was sitting despondently, staring at the fire, when the beast appeared again.
How was dinner? When the sun rises and the golden bell is rung, you will find a horse ready in the front yard.

I've asked myself that question so many times now
It's become more worn than my Reebok classics
I'm a slave to frivolous habits
Of introspection with out any destination
Ruminating thoughts in constant rotation
Is this what it means to be conscious?
To constantly question our conscious
Despondently fall on my back horizontally
Under my bed there are monsters
They visit me when I try to sleep
They're those thoughts that play on repeat
They say Ren
You're always gonna suffer Ren
You're always gonna suffer
And I boomerang between optimism and pessimism
So much that my sanctuary could be a prison
What blinds me could give me vision
And what finds me is this indecision
Of what to do with these questions
Is there purpose?