Trauma [M: Petrozza/Gosdzik/Fioretti/Reil Ãº L: Petrozza Ãº c Dark Wings] [I gave this song a new title since it is the first version of "Winter Martyium", only available on the "Renewal" demo. Listening to the song today I wonder why it did not make it onto the album. Especially the lyrics are cool since they deal with the typical autumn/winter depression I have to go through every year of my life. The drumming is amaz-ing, respect to Ventor at this point.] Passing of perception unforseen reaction Staring out the window into the ice cold air Memories of summer causing my depression Through concentrated death and rainfall of despair Visionary eden turns to hell Winter martyrium Freezing me from inside Pastlife delirium As my tears turn to ice Snow the white empress, frost the ice cold forest At mountains of dead bodies I drank the sweetest wine Spring awaits lust for the autumn dominatress Life remains a dream within a dream visionary symbols ancient shine Summer's gotta come bringing back the sun Zero to none, winter awaits us all Mystic awareness With God conversing wide awake in your sleep Shining discovery mankind martyrium Planets of terror, hatred and deceit To live it means to suffer to die to live forever I'm left here with the others we could not die together And as I saw them dying I knew it had begun Emotional massacre A visionary kingdom come [Taken from the single "Behind The Mirror" Ãº 1987] .::melVtec::.