My Fault

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JWanders

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Yea I been tying to quit the bottle
But too many cold nights I been feeling real hollow
Wonder if a hollow tip will take my breath away
Too many nights a step away
Been traumatized many would say
Except for her
The only one I wish would truly feel me
Too fart apart you I can't really see
The scars between us way to deep
But that's not the way it's supposed to be
And it's all my fault
I moved out and you moved on
Now the times gone

You think everything's fine but deep down inside I wish I could show
But that's to painful of a blow
How many times will I roll
When can I roll in peace
Not enough space for me
Don't want no company
Please just leave me be
How can we come to terms with what we lost
I don't wanna be drunk and off the walls
But when I think about I'm torn till I fall
And I don't mean to stall when we on the phone
But I just like to here yo voice cause I feel so alone
Cause I can't stand the fake
Running round ducking hate
30 rounds on the waist
Send him up to heavens gates
After him lord I'm on the way
Ya I'm for sure I don't wanna stay
Won't Implore friendships fade
Will I grow old or be blown away
Can I stack bread with my fam or will they stray
Please just give me some time learn how to wait
I been pumping the gas I ditched the brakes
I just need to get it off me get it out the way
I been pushing it to the side but need that real spill
But ain't nobody real
So deep inside it kills
Numb it hard with alcohol and pills
Too many times off the walls ducking real
Scared for real
Had some change wanted Ms
Party rager wips a Benz
Crash the wip cause of the feds
Feel I been speeding to my end
Feel I been speeding but no real end
Want some happiness but lord when
Want more blessings but I still sin
Call the reverend that's my kin
But he gone too
Who gone follow suit
Seems like niggas trying to grab a spot for there's no more room
Life full of lames I don't really wanna resume
All the real fly away and that's the truth
So I stay looking over my shoulder
Hoping the reaper ain't getting closer
Too many thoughts come when u get older
Left lane ain't switching over
72 hours ain't been sober
Too many times seen the cold shoulder
I know my hearts getting colder
And the devils getting bolder
But I just... gotta put it all on the line
Put my soul up in this shit so you know I'm worth yo time
I ain't tryna be cocky but one day I'll shine
Moving on to some better days not tryna rewind
Fam livin in luxury when I'm in my prime
Struggling with some pain been hurting deep up inside
Coughing out my brains you know I'm numb cuzz my eyes
Too much trauma inside
I just been scared of anomalies don't really know why
Beautiful young women scared to give her my time
Ride with her a little see if she's more than just fine
But I don't know if I can trust another line of connection
Second guessing
Too many thoughts should of left them
Been switching up my perception
Don't wanna feel the pain I drop the curtain hit the exit
Im gon within seconds
Catch me u won't mange
Kicked out I think he planned it
Prove that he can handle it
Roll with all his damages
Bruised and bloody ran with it
Alone forced fan of it
All alone not really a fan of it
Home alone I feet abandonment
Left alone but I had left you alone
Stuck in my thoughts cloud 9 many times I had flown
Fat blunts wit Ciroc to get me in my zone for the beat
Spitting all my pain so I can get up out the east
Yea I love my city but It's cold in the streets
Niggas got some blickys better roll with some heat
Staying out they way I just compose to the beats
We don't write the same watch how u talking on me
Spitting all that real shit
Trying to hit a mill quick
Feed my children's kids bitch
Low tryna get real lit
New hoes not feeling it
Just need the one I been kicking it with
If u know u know I ain't gotta trip
Bad little vibe the same we sip
Bad little shorty and ya we sip the same
Staying in my lane I just been spitting hella game come on

Yaa I been tryna quit the bottle
But too many cold nights I been feeling real hollow
Wonder if a hollow tip will take my breath away
Too many nights a step away
Been traumatized many would say
Except for her
The only one I wish would truly feel me
Too fart apart you I can't really see
The scars between us way to deep
But that's not the way it's supposed to be
And it's all my fault
I moved out and you moved on
Now the times gone

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