Im Goin' Crazy

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Tayno

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I don't think I know it all
I'm just hungry to learn
We back to keeping plans to self
Make the motion better
Back to loving from a distance
Cause the trust was thinning
Back to seeing through the people
Who really mean me no good
I love my family wouldn't trade em
Just would ease the pain
I made peace with most the people
That I wanted it with
Gave acceptance to things that I never could change
Touched basis with aunty and cleaned off her grave
I think about cousins each and every single day
Feeling pressure from they presence
I been fucking up
I crashed out
Back to nothing
With my stupid ass
Disappointed with myself and how I let me slip
Just being honest I then had enough with petty shit
We all got skeletons the worst ones is under our flesh
Who you hiding from lil nigga
They waiting for you
And it ain't death
It's that success you was praying for
And it ain't jail
It's the blessings you was praying for
He finna make a way for us
Yeah that's what I'm on
Guess you can call it giving back while I'm getting mine
You know what's up with me and gang forever sharing pain
I can't be easy to access I'm valuable now
Cause I then broke the pressure down
Of what was weighing me down
I'm sorry if I ain't been calling
I been getting better
I quit making up excuses
So I'm living better
Politicking and plotting with with heavyweights
I'm self disciplined
No longer wait it's just weight
Clocked out for good
Now bitch I work for me
And yes now it cost to get a verse from me
Found out I inspire the youth I had to clean my image
My babies rap I could put em on track nigga
If not this year in two years it'll go platinum nigga
Stop saying that I rap like I'm something I'm not
Cause when I'm sitting at the top you'll be regretting it all
And it a  prove that it's me when I say that I forgive you
I can hear you not feel you
These them determining stages
I proved I'm destined for the greatness with all my latest
Even on my lazy shit
I'll have these people contemplating
That was basic lyrically go from vorhess to Bach
I deleted the old me and developed a plot
I'm speaking life for us nigga we finna make it
And don't you treat me like I'm Moses
I just want us to focus
I ain't got no real guidance just to live your best
Your prime is everyday you wake up
Don't regret the shit
I'm pushing demons off my soul and taking ownership
Cold and calculated now similar to the way they kill us
I'll prolly go out in my sleep when I'm hundred years old
Feel like I been here plenty times and this the final lesson
I gotta polish up a lot and get soul accepted
Was at the bottom with the vipers and constrictors

I got pressure on my shoulders
That's been lifting off
I'm back on road it's time to do it big like never before
I let us all down before
My kids said that I can make it
So its no more games
I been healing off the grid
Tryna get to some pape
Stay dangerous gang I love you
Take it straight to the bank
No more sleeping on the floor
We finna find a estate
Whole family roaming on it
Pick some acres and build a home
We deserve to get back our thrones
No more walking in matrix time to get us back home
They'll prolly try to say I'm crazy for the shit that I'm on
Until it's happening
It will because I sacrificed
I understand a different light
Left so I could do it right
I'm barely sleeping most nights
My mind then came back to me
It was in a new demension that we living now
It's time to go and get these g's and break em down as a unit
Until they turn to m's
Don't wanna seem like a leech so I'm reluctant to ask
I ain't ashamed how you played me
Shit I needed that
Like what I do to you
Ain't no real sense in repeating that
F*ck em
Until all my people free ain't no justice
I know we one in the same
But why we feel different
This shit been boxing me in
But I'm back to loving again
I had to remove the pain
Now it's sitting on my kidney
While I'm dreaming of a Bentley
I understand now they can't fence me

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