Silver Stripes (genderqueer fifteen-year-olds)

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Rest your head onto your shoulder
Lay your left arm out
Pale white forearms, silver stripes in the rain
Silver stripes the color of a tear
As sharp as cold
Tell the horror story of a curse
Of a genderqueer 15-year-old

Of a child drowning underneath a
River lined with ice
Strike your shaking fist uncleanly through
Icy shards drip down your forearm
Leaving silver trails
Pull yourself onto the surface changed
Genderqueer 15-year-olds

Hold onto whatever's left of the
Child you once knew
It's falling through your fingers and breaking in two

And I know how exhausting it is for
You when I want to die
Don't you worry mother, I'll tell you I'm fine
I can hardly bare to stand that
When you look in my eyes
You're seeing someone I can never be

Yellow teeth and gory sketches in a notebook
Dissonance and apathy in the eyes
Who's that on the wall
Staring so judgmentally

I am crippled by a sick intolerance
So terrified of what's reflecting in their eyes
In pursuit that I destroy the fear of being hated
I strive to kill a part of me

The pursuit of no branch
So thickens the skin
The resting at no hight
So gifts invincibility

That it is worth a broken bone
When all you feel is physical pain
All of the feelings float away
And all that's left are silver stripes

What makes fear of being judged less
Valid than that of self hatred
I know the answer and I ask it still
'Cause I can never throw away the
Feelings I had destroyed
And keep the person whole inside my head
As a genderqueer 15-year-old

One day you'll accrue such comfort, you
Trust your closest friends
But don't you let your guard down, don't you dare
Without warning they will disappear
In puffs of smoke
And leave you wondering if they ever were
Genderqueer 15-year-olds

What makes the fear of addiction less
Valid than that of pain
I'm grasping straws to try to fool myself

I'm so fucking terrified that
One day you'll be okay
One more friendship falling through my hands
I vomit, shudder, fever, sweat at the
Thought of anything else cause
There's only one other way this ends
As a genderqueer 15-year-old, oh oh

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Written by: Victor Matheos

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