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War Wolfe X

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I can't sleep
I have no dreams, I only have nightmares
There is no relief
There is no release, and it's like no one here even cares
But all of this grief is just mental
Bottled up, It has no potential
Only to rip and tear at my soul
My conscience my heart at this point is all supplemental
Flesh it out I really think not the best idea
Tears will fall like waterfalls in an endless void
I wanna see how many times they will fain caring
Understand I understand their depth is miniscule
Lost inside myself it was all taken suddenly
But it's inevitable death is coming for us surredly
Doesn't make it easy when you lose the one that cares
Not just cares but understands the reasons you stand vertically
Wasn't supposed to be here at all that's a fact
I ripped a whole in space and time they wanted to put me back
50% of the powers that create me they don't know
That i even exist but here I linger and it shows
In the day to day sequence that's played out
They call it life
A gift I should take back and exchange
For some light
Where is the sun, where is the sun
It's hidden, just like the peace that I'm missing
Reminiscing just like the life that I'm missing
There's no light the darkness is filled with ambition
I can't sleep
These days I'm on the verge of tears
I can't sleep
These days I'm haunted by my fears
I can't sleep
These days I'm on the verge of tears
I can't sleep
These days I'm haunted by my fears
Love and validation desperately seeking
In a world that's conditioned that those traits are just weakness
So they run away and flee left and right
But I can't recognize when its there ironic sequence
Everytime I wake up I feel sadness
I dream of all the I used to have
I dream of all the things I wanna have
But I feel I'm not worthy at all I break like glass
Fall to the ground in pieces
I would try to pick them up they will lacerate
Just leave them on the floor where they belong
Like me I'm sorry thats the only way
I lost the only one that knew who I was
Not who I am because with her I fear its died
I want to get it back desperately and be the best
Version of myself But I can't there's no way but I digress
When I find pain I'll search next for the sun
Where is the sun where has it been all along
I long for the warmth illumination that it brings
But instead I'm just lost inside the cold where darkness bonds
Attaches to your soul and freezes everything around
Who would really want to get close to that
I wouldn't want them to anyways at that
Because I protect just not myself from this path
Where is the sun, where is the sun
It's hidden, just like the peace that I'm missing
Reminiscing just like the life that I'm missing
There's no light the darkness is filled with ambition
I can't sleep
These days I'm on the verge of tears
I can't sleep
These days I'm haunted by my fears
I can't sleep
These days I'm on the verge of tears
I can't sleep
These days I'm haunted by my fears
Yes you think you understand
But you will never know what it's like to be a guess
A question mark that no one has the answers for
So they just cast it aside close their eyes hope for the best
The problem is I myself will never find rest
Because I feel like a burden on their shoulders causing stress
I am forgotten gone stiff and rotten
I wish I mattered but I don't I'm left wanting
Freedom from pain and anguish
At it's base loneliness
I long to connect
For someone to see what this is
Past all my flaws
Through the stars through the void
And where is the sun
You will find it in my soul
My soul

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