My Fault

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I don't need to be a grown up
I just need to be free and believe in
What I think is me you don't need to be showin' up
You're lookin' confused but you're desire's amused
Cause I'm the fire you're using to light up the fuse
Like the mood in the room that I'm blowin' up
Got you glowin' up before you tried to battle me
Personality had me throwing up, but my mentality switched
Used immortality in my reality flip
Now watch me use this reality glitch
Woah, Yeah
I'm all grown up and I ain't gonna be no kid
I got the C-Note from my school to the casino buis
I leave the scene obscene just like when the prinup's been requested
Gotta get the clean-up team and tell em, she has been arrested
Shit's lookin' like if Mr. Bean invested then reinvested
Yeah, I'm sick of the game
The prick of the pain gon be kicking the brain
Got me tickin' insane
Cause every time I feel like I've finally found
The perfection I needed they take it away
Cause it feels like I'm bound by direction
And drowned by corrections
I needed for me to be sane
Man they feel like I'm playin'
And I ain't staying in my lane cause there's traffic
Godlike they praying in my name, yea I'm that sick
Sometimes I let my ego shine like it's the ocean in the plastic
So much devotion but I –
Keep on movin' fast
Tryna leap but I just freak out cause there's too much pain
I can't be moving past yet
But it was fun while it lasted
All these roles amassed
Cause me to see the world as a movie cast
Bout to audition to get the clout recognition
Sprouting their wishes round on the ground
Never doubting the system
Cause I got faith in the way that I can make it
Without the permission but you gotta listen
White out cold and the pain made me change
In a way I never thought I could be
Got the lights out so that my brain can remain
In a state that's not in "thought" but in "be"
Cause every time I try to find another way
It all just leads to pain and then a lot of deceit
But it's all cause of me, it's all cause of me
Had to learn it's my fault, my fault
Blame it on me cause it was my call, my call
And even if you think it's my fall, I'll fall
Into my peace start building my wall, no dry wall
And you ain't standing it
Cause I was already raging up at myself for all of my pain
Don't need your hatred enhancing it
Understanding it that you just speak the way you feelin'
Bout yourself deep inside of your sleeping soul
Now you see how I'm handlin' it
No revenge tho, we used to be friend's bro
And then so many cravings had me raising the tempo, tenfold
I'm lookin' for the end but not like you my friend
Kids, don't mix alcohol with benzos
Running away from the past
Seeking abundance and leaving a summons
To meet with the young in a class
Leavin' me strung in a cast
Hung on a mast, lookin' for hunger in fast
The sum of the clash of me and my demons
Are seeming to lead to me wondering that
I coulda bettered the spread of the love in this world
Repetitive sedatives had
A better effect on the wreck of the deck of the ship
But the hit got me tripping so bad
Lookin' to skip all the shit that they spitting
It's written so whack I'm feelin' the fact
Whatever I say gon be straight from the heart
Way apart from the start to the end in the back
Yeah, Keep it real
Spitting for passion only homie, I don't seek appeal
Getting over my weaker will but inside a week I'm still
Feelin' obsolete cause all the expectations that I meet I can't exceed in skill
It's cause of weed that I don't need a pill
That's what I thought but I was taught
That it's all cause of me now will
I continue up on this venue that's gon lead me
To see the chill ending
Of the pretending that they ascending to keep it real
White out cold and the pain made me change
In a way I never thought I could be
Got the lights out so that my brain can remain
In a state that's not in "thought" but in "be"
Cause every time I try to find another way
It all just leads to pain and then a lot of deceit
But it's all cause of me, it's all cause of me

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