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J. Jay

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Mm-mm
I'm not okay! Bitch I'm not okay
I've been all afraid, with time I decay
Life moving on, I'm stuck in the past
The stress and the sadness still up in my brain
Word to my god, godparents are gone
Spent countless hours to make it a song
Better be perfect, cause if people heard it
I want my emotions to be all conveyed
That happens today
Let's go back to the day
Birthday! Happy birthday!
This abouta' be the worst day since it was your momma in bed cause he's dead
(Tock, tock, tock)
Hello I'm fifteen
Fourteen was mean
Last time I seen you how long has it been
If only the vaccine was trusted by tio
But I guess shit like this cannot be foreseen
Saw all the pictures those can't be unseen
Had you like momma all hooked to machines
Both of your funerals hosted by Ortiz
This shit gives me flashbacks to 2019
Mighty familiar, this might be familiar
This driving me insane, where is my familia (F*ck)
We are all (My mom told me this story)
Dead! (You shaved all the hair off my head)
We're all gonna die (Cause you didn't like it)
It's 2019
Think I was 13
The memory's blurry cause I put on years
All I remember is you in the hospital bed
Man that shit had me shedding tears
Buried my memories of all of those days
Writing this song has me facing my fears
Savor the memories as they reappear
While all the bad memories stay stuck on replay
Stop! (Keep going!)
Stop! (Keep going!)
Go back! Back! Back!
I remember the good the bad and the ugly
I won't forget chiwi, the puppies were great
Used to put food in his bowl and my plate
Remember your cooking, that shit was so lovely
Hooked to machines, your eyes really struck me
They said you'd go out with all pain at this rate
Still think about it, it ain't a debate
If I could've traded, I would've unplugged me

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