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I'm an alcoholic
A blood-thinned idiot in chains
Tryna Sherlock the slander and
Decontaminate my name
I thought that I could overcome
Stability and insecurity with things
Other than temptation;
Temptation was the only thing feeding
My vision so this coalition moved me
And now I'm stuck drowning my
Demons in fire water
But now my demons are taking a blow torch
To the X's on the backs of my hands
But take it back I'm singing
And even though they wanna help me
Trick myself into thinking I'm healthy
But I dont know who I am anymore
With this substance in my veins
This substance on my brain
I don't know who I am anymore
I can't feel myself anymore
With this substance in my veins
This substance on my brain
No
My pride drowns my highs and it
Makes me go numb
So I ask for a square
To dissolve on my tongue
From a mutual friend of a mutual friend
We've never even met
Yet I trust to no end
Huh
As I sleep on my sofa
And I drift into dreams
I gain passage to Neverland
With thoughts of lime greens
And blues so electric my senses explode
Brain cells grow cold and ultimately erode
I contemplate what would make me focus in class
But my focus is how and if Mozart would've liked jazz
And the music of silence circles my mind with a drone
As I begin to believe visions of Antony Armstrong-Jones
And so I ask
Does the family even remember my name?
As the world starts to flood
And the Snow turns to Reign
To think
The world was beautiful on its own before I grew in size
The death of my destruction's source is still within my mind
Cuz I dont know who I am anymore
With this substance in my veins
This substance on my brain
I don't know who I am anymore
I can't feel myself anymore
With this substance in my veins
This substance on my brain
No
It's like one shot of cough syrup medicine
Keeps me feeling alert and away from my sins
A little nicotine and alcohol with sertraline
Is keeping me from falling as a victim to the giant machine
They call depression so all I'm doing is second guessing
My diagnosis I'm causing mitosis within my cells
Somebody climb the steeple ring the bell
I really wanna yell
And tell the world
That I really wanna
But I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know
I pray tonight
The medicines will kill me
I pray tonight
The medicines will kill me
I pray tonight
The medicines will kill me
Yeah I pray tonight
The medicines will take me away
I pray tonight
The medicines will kill me
Yeah I pray tonight
The medicines will take me away
I pray tonight
The medicines will kill me
Yeah I pray tonight

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