Nordic Compass

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Crowned Guilty

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I don't want to alarm you,
But I am crazy.
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you.
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby.
90% of my time I'm in my mind coming up with rhyme
And I feel like my positivity is rapidly in a decline
Because my suicidal tendencies are coming back with a fire
And I'd be lying is I said I'm fine and that I'll be coming out of this alive.
I feel as if I'm broke.
As if my mind's caving in and I'm choked.
As if my mind and music are on opposite lines of coke
And I float between an easy happiness
And an addiction to a cut throat
And all my words escape me,
How I feel lately
Reflect the demons that berate me
And the people who tolerate me
I wonder why they don't hate me?
Instead they show support.
Fucks with my head how they can see all the good in me
and all I wants the end.
I am just a shade of grey,
Looking up to a starlight stage.
Locked inside of my brain,
It's a prison.
I don't want to alarm you,
But I am crazy.
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you.
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby.
Oh shit.
Look at him over there.
It's the last of the fucks I give
Oop- he's gone and now I don't care.
And when I share it feels like I'm on trial,
Because every time I express myself I just get told to smile.
Everyone is in denial that depression is a thing
And I've been grieving ever since she handed me back the diamond ring.
I struggle to think of anyone who actually needs me.
When I find someone to love,
They leave me.
I struggle just to give a single f*ck.
To care.
But the fact is
Out in practice
I'm out of practice
I despair.
I will hang myself with a rope until I'm dead.
I am dust in sea spray.
Alien and lost my way.
The voices in brain
Aren't forgiven.
I don't want to alarm you,
But I am crazy.
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you.
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby.
I chained the stars around my neck
But I still haven't found a home.
Maybe I'm better off alone?
Alone?
I don't want to alarm you,
But I am crazy.
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you.
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby.
I don't want to alarm you,
But I am crazy.
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you.
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby.

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