Withdrawal and the Anguish That Spreads

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It should've been sky blue
It's better to stare at because this
Pastel green wallpaper
Is crystal clear

It brings out all the blemishes
Of these old walls
Marcy and Doug shouldn't have chosen
Such a crude colour

And all of the babble from
The television is jumbled
With the rumble of the AC
And some aggressive thud

Wait, that's my heartbeat
I knew that
It terrifies me
How loud it gets

I haven't slept in awhile
The noises make it difficult
And my body is clammy
Doesn't help that I left the lamp on

I need to get up
Get some water
But I can't bring
Myself to do it

I'm in bed sinking into
These soaked sheets
It's as though
I'm fused into it

Relax
If I'm gonna get any better
It's a hurdle I just have to get through
But I'm nauseous

I can't stand this sensation
Would another go be that bad
Just a brief dance with Hazel
That's all

That's it
It'll end this torture
Stop it
Bad idea, yeah, bad idea

It was a bad idea to think
I could do this
Why did I think I could do this
Why didn't I get help

I can't tell anyone
Marcy and Doug don't know
My parents don't
I should call some

No
Stop
I'm no coward

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