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Vivek The First

Vivek The First is a talented musical artist known for their unique blend of genres, which often include elements of pop, electronic, and indie music. Their music is characterized by catchy melodies, introspective lyrics, and a distinctive vocal style. Vivek The First has gained a dedicated fanbase for their memorable live performances, and their songs have resonated with listeners around the world. more »

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I, ummmm, ugh
I, ugh
Tempurpedic over sofas
Except for going comatose
I ain't been out smoking, drinking, overdosing
Except with winky face emoticons
And my soda pop is like a potion
Moments lost up in an ocean
And I'm tryna sink deep but I'm floating
Cuz that sofa feels like a bed of clouds
Get my head up now, no concussions
Cerebral pressure caught me bluffing
And it's only four o'clock but I'm wondering
Bout the typa stuff that I dream about
Ain't nothing PG cuz the demon's out
Speaking loud better bleep it out
Hope I don't decide to peep my mouth
And sleep talk a bad thought
Oof, so I toss around on sofas
Flip a pillow drink my soda
Pretend Jamaica with mimosas
Reaching for some more samosas
So I started searching through my oldest photos
In the gallery up on my phone
Smell the 2015 pure aromas
Thinking bout whatever happened to Tacoma
Swiping past an old trip to Verona
And that time I went to Providence for donuts
Photos from that rec game in the bonus
And Kyle's birthday party man was loaded
That summer '18 trip to 'Zona
Walking down birds barking on the coast and
Photos of that pretty girl who ghosted
Insurance photos when my car was broken
Screenshots of texts I never shoulda wrote
Maybe I can blame it on the 'Rona
I look around me and I'm all alone
"Alexa, play Post Malone"
Read my texts, Mom asks me when I'm gon' be home
Homies ask "where I been at little bro"
But I don't know, I don't know
I'm conflicted, so conflicted
And my image so damn twisted
And my premonitions all predicted
This new Vivek was a Vivek
With incisions made where the little heart fell
Broke wrist from the lifting with a barbell
Limp walk with a stick where the hidden car railed
Still pimp with my green hat from the yard sale
Still missing the bitches out on Scarsdale
Still missing the family out on Scarsdale
Big bro with the ice at Audemars sales
Still feeling exhausted no auto car sales
Still feeling the loss of all that I've failed
Still pray paths cross with a lot of my fam
Still miss red hearts cuz a lot have gone pale
Still sit on a crossroads and all of my tales
Spin off like a train fallen off the worn rails
Start work, 9 to 5, 'cause you know war sells
Wish now that the world wasn't all of out there
If not then the world is a lot of right here
If so then I seen all my possibilities
No doubts, no regrets, no negativity
I know exactly who I am meant to be
But now I don't know
Too many options
Which way do I minimize most of my problems
Broke can't get a ride, no such enterprise
Wrote my hidden lines, I won't penalize
Myself with a lie, my health finna die
Can't help when I cry, war cries and war sells
So my neurons are firing bullets like cartels

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