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L1 and Toni Smoke

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See I get stuck on loop I don't know how to make it stop
I just pray I feel relief in letting go when this album drops
My grief is legal drinking age but I was only 12
I can't believe I'm turning 30 barely look after myself
Even as I write this got two lighters but they're both dead
They played me on the radio when I was living in a tent
Begged the doctor for some meds before I dropped my sister
At my mothers house now we don't talk, enraged when I miss them
And I know Darcy and my father watching over me
Methodz Joey Anthony Matty Williams Sammy D
Kristy Lee and everyone who blessed me with their presence
The memories I cherish catapult me back to essence
I feel embarrassed telling people that I rap
It's so amusing to them I don't wanna show them any tracks
I know they're gonna talk over the words that mean the most to me
I've heard it all before you're bout to tell me who I'm sposed to meet
And I need time alone with beats thats made by Toni Smoke
Writing all these years and still they took me as a fucking joke
Scared to give me props unless the next man did
Or worse they blow smoke hoping that I'll suck they dick
Or else they try to scab a lift that coat tail shit
But you're one of the cunts that made me think I wasn't built for this
Oh now you think I've got something?
Now am I allowed to win?
Oh thank you for the honour of allowing me to do my thing
It only took me all my life to get to this point
I'm sure it look like nothing till there's something you can exploit
But I am stuck inside this brain it's not as though I have a choice
Adhere to my conditioning and analyse my every thought
And I got issues with gambling and drugs
But I only get addicted tryna compensate for lack of love
Expect too much be my friend if you wanna touch
I make no promises so we never had to lawyer up
Feel the devils henchmen approach at every turn
Baring notions I should disregard and lessons I already learned
March me back to purgatory no one said that I could leave
And fortune doesn't grow on trees unless unless you're 33rd degree
I don't wanna sign a deal I just wanna feel alright
Know I'll find myself again despite my spirit out of sight
Saddle up and ride my horse at midnight in the moonlight
And that's the shit that really makes me feel like I might be alive
More of that - I think I know what I need
It's dark on the road I don't know where it leads
But anywhere is better than the place that I've been
I gotta flip this shit around I'm not lost I'm free
More of that - I think I know what I need
It's dark on the road I don't know where it leads
But anywhere is better than the place that I've been
I stop looking for a sign not lost I'm free

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