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When I was 11 I was hit with depression
Relentless obsessions made me feel pathetic
When i was 13 only thing on my mind
Was ending it all committing suicide
I remember this one fight was crazy as f*ck
Was on the edge of the ledge told my mother I'd jump
My mom called my bluff said stop acting stupid
You're too scared to jump "go ahead and do it
I looked down truly considered it
Pussied out but now I wish I did that shit
I know my mom loved me she'd die if I did it
But this the type of sickness a sick kid had to live with
One of many fights one of many sleepless nights
Risked your son's life for your need to be right
Now I'm the middle child who's lost all his dreams
I'm stuck in between two kids with good genes
Mom was showering praise on my brother and sister
So I cut myself out of my family pictures
When I approached my sis I was always ignored
She was a mean girl acting like regina george
An immature kid that tried to fit in
But she's changed now been a good person since
My brothers my dawg but it's hard not to be jealous
He's tall his wifes angelic, I'm short and feel pathetic
Gotta be tall to be tough, but shit I don't get it
How the f*ck is bruce lee only 5'7?
I don't want a girl that's tall I know that I'm small
Don't want a girl to pin me, and kiss me against the wall
But some of you short girls you act hella dumb
5'6 Is too short bitch you're 5'1
Hope you height loving gals give birth to some short kids
Wait til' the boy grows up doesn't fit in
Tell him height doesn't matter he'll find someone interested
Height doesn't matter shit mommy's a hypocrite
Now bitches don't get livid from these bars that I'm spitting
But the following bars, are for you snobby women
You don't want to be seen as a piece of meat
With half your tits out stripper heels on your feet
I see these dumb girls and think shit its hella sad to me
Trying to look ravishing cuz you lack personality

So now you look fantastic but way til you grow past it
Ugly old bitch with a face full of plastic

Stuck up snobby bitches fucking drive me insane
You'll be left with saggy tits ill be left with my brains
Well won't be left with my brains, cuz I'll be burning in flames

My body cremated leave my mother in pain
ADD OCD it's got me drained
So many D's like a scene, with sasha grey
Jokes aside, it's led to so much pain
Had to learn to survive from such an early age
These pills made me a robot took away my feelings
Im staring at ceilings I'm not a human being
They might make pills that change your brain's chemistry
They don't make pills that erase traumatic memories
Cuz years of rejection led to tears and depression
Fed my fears and regression made me feel so pathetic
Living in madness can't stand the sadness
Chemicals unbalanced so call me a faggot
Label me a fag cuz my genetics
I got fucked in the ass by natural selection
Y'all think depression's a cry for attention
You think I want your affection I got a question
You think I take pride in losing my mind
A 30 year old guy that cries and wants to die
Yeah I love the attention y'all are fucking crazy
The mentally sick card it works with the ladies
My life's so sloppy, always feel so groggy
Y'all can't survive a fucking day in my body
I'm in so much pain now, and I don't see a way out
But people don't believe you, til' you blow your brains out
I strive, to survive,  I breath I stay alive
Wait til my parents to die and then suicide

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