Twenty Two

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Life's a blur if you don't ever stop to focus on it
Don't be stagnant on the path it only throws you off it 
You gotta face decisions, hard enough to make you vomit 
I let my spirit break before I ever break a promise
I've been through that - so many times I loop back 
The younger me would cope with doobies and some cool raps
I'm twenty two and I'm just tryna get my groove back 
You tell me figure out my shit - baby, true that
All I ever really wanted was some peace of mind 
To need a light inside the heart of one who needed mine
It's time to realign, talk to God and read a sign 
You see the thing about your life is you can redesign 
Enough about it, I got so much to be thankful for
I got the friends and fam anxious for a banging door 
Say you love em, then get tatted with your favourite four 
Most of all I finally found what I been praying for 
I thank the Lord because He told me it was hard to find
The darkest times bring the wisdom and the hardest rhymes
The longest dive is preceded by the sharpest rise 
Are the stories of our life about the calmest tides? 

That's the thing about change, though, man
It feels gross and it is uncomfortable
But that uncomfortableness, that's the learning, and you gotta be able to identify that

It's easy said but now go put that shit in practice 
Happiness is not determined by your fucking assets 
Honestly it's how you're living with the past tense
Being conscious of your homies and your bad friends 
Difference being though, who is standing with you after?
Who is really riding with it? Who is just an actor? 
I'm preaching to the choir but I'm not a pastor
Sound like Drizzy Drake, but a little faster 
I can promise I will not be broken 
And I will not apologize for my emotion 
I will stand tall, slay a wave to brave an ocean 
How long would you wait for what will never open?
Better known for what you've done then what you're doing now 
Crave attention over progress, moving loud 
Tryna keep the crew around in some cool gowns
Silly if you're waiting you could do it now
Move around, let the newest sounds do the rounds 
Put a poem on a beat, give it stupid bounce
Losing pounds, got me back to being new in town 
Then pathetic fallacy had me queue the clouds 

Healing too  
Healing is painful as hell
Sometimes you feel like you've settled and then one thing just puts you right back
It's a process
A necessary one 

I thought a lot about if I should write this
In the open air of my involuntary night shift 
Type it out and then delete it like a right click 
Now I'm faithful in the fortune of a psychic 
I truly hope that you are better off with me removed
I pulled the rug and probably left you feeling so confused 
All a sudden I was facing what I couldn't do 
I know we said we're doing fine but I see the bruise
Maybe you and I were not supposed to dance forever 
In another life we may have tried to do it better
I'm aware that this will probably be a cold December 
You're courageous and I really hope that you remember 
I know you wish that we could change the ending
That our messages were said instead of stuck in sending
Even if I did come back you shouldn't let me
Did Peter get a second shot at losing Wendy? 
It's the feeling when a story ends 
Was it ever really real or was it just pretend? 
Ain't no use in going digging up a grave again 
If you're open to it I would love to stay your friend

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