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Here was a time in my life when i only cared about myself
Now I'm able to be of service and give back what was so freely given to me
Im grateful for that let me tell you a little bit about my past and the struggles i've faced
And by the grace of God was able to make it through
Living like a low life not a single f*ck to give
And i tried envisioning the life i want to live
My addiction took control and made me stick in a syringe
No one cared about your feeling now its time to fucking binge
As im illing in the morning all i wanna do is die
Nothing matters to me anymore but let me clarify
Self care wasnt a thing i put my morals to the side
Man it really is a miracle i made it out alive yeah
What the f*ck was i thinking i guess i wasnt
Cuz the life that i was living was convincing me that anything that Mattered to me only made a difference
If i had a pill of dope for me to cope with all my issues
I guess I'm stuck in this tent
Begging for change to get a fix im stuck at zero percent
Im being raped by my addiction i aint give my consent
I would give anything to stop this shit from happening again yeah
And so i finally go to jail
I'm unaware i have a reservation what does that entail
Thinking i can drink when i get out and i will still prevail
Only thing thats happening im setting myself up to fail yeah
When will enough be enough 
I'm so fed up with all the wreckage i have caused im giving up
Theres so much pain inside my soul somebody please just wake me up
From this nightmare that ive been living everybody listen up
I finally have decided to get my life together
Now im flying high like a pilot
I didn't do it on my own i had to have proper guidance 
Now the flame inside my soul has finally been reignited 
This life i never imagined I'm showing sympathy for others 
And i have some compassion I'm breathing fire like a Dragon
With this pencil and this pad and spreading hope through my experience and helping others

Wow man like you know you got a powerful story 
Zack like its a lot of people out there that you can help
A lot of People that you can touch you know sometimes
We all would feel like were going through this alone
We have Nobody to talk to nobody to turn to but theres always Somebody
Everybody has a story heres mine
First of all I like to thank you all for coming
Man I've been trying to walk this path but lately I've been running
My pasts has been trying to catch up fast them demons they been lunging 
Groping nudging hoping something 
Opens up that breeds destruction
Cuz I've been out my mind ever since my mama died
Thinking let a nigga try and it's gonna be a homicide
Smoking weed I'm staying high although I'm feeling low inside
Lord knows I'm truly traumatized from daunting thoughts I tried to hide
Geez this grief runs deeper than the surface
No picture perfect life my shit was like a three ring circus
So I started getting high placating feelings feeling worthless
Lost control of all those urges stolen goods sold to the merchants
And it's all to get a hit of crack
See it started off as fun but now I'm stuck here feeling trapped
Slowly drowning in depression as my kin all turn their backs
Shackled pain it pulls me under this abyss just fades to black
Now tell me how do I get out of this
Mixing dope and bars I'm blacking out like power outages
Looking in the mirror asking how could you be proud of this
Man find your fucking strength we all fear change so lose the cowardice
Cuz that shit's such a silly trait
Had to let go of my pride that's the price I had to pay
Seen that lighthouse in the distance a six-month extended stay
Started kicking that addiction thank the Lord I'm here today
Cuz he brought me through the storm
I was dead off in deep Waters yes he brought me to the shore
Placed his hands upon my chest restored my breath and changed my core
Transformed my broken Spirit made me stronger than before
And now I'm headed on the right track
Indebted to the heavens for the present of my life back
Impressive with my fight back
Im present and I like that
I think thats all my time thanks for listening here's the mic back

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