Open Book
The Fourth Horse
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Cognition, emotion and behavior No volition when distraction is my savior On a mission but I'm lacking in my labor Try to listen but it isn't in my nature, nature I only hear my own thoughts My body might be present in this home but I'm not I've gotta tow my own lot Can't escape my programming like I'm a robot This is all that I've got Everything I could ever need and it don't mean squat Tryna move on but I'm caught Can only blame myself for this pain that I've brought Thought what I felt wasn't right Left to the spot where we dealt with our pain through the night Taming my brain out of spite Nah, I'm too angry to make any instance look bright Your mental fitness seems tight Why can't I just bring myself to get with this tonight Only reason that I spit this is to feel alright All I'm needing is a witness to my fear and fright Here's your opportunity to peer inside my mind If you really wanna get to know me listen to my rhymes Every tape that I drop is a little piece of myself Might seem on track but I'm not, this brittle soul I was dealt I'm so full of what I've felt I'm so full of what I've felt I'm so full of what I've felt I'm so full of what I've felt Dish what I get dealt, at least it covers up the bruises Ditch the pain I've felt and I'll replace it with aloofness Switch up on my pills and I'm not waking 'til the noon hits Wish that I could rest in peace but I don't wanna lose this Just pieces of a whole life Something don't feel right Think I'd better hold tight Then I'm sinking in the sofa for a whole night Drinking in the darkness, simply searching for a bold light Yeah right Feeding off of poison like a mold mite Bleeding onto pages every day just left in cold fright Hefting hurt through stages of my being Never hearing, never seeing Whether clear headed or weaning I'm just tryna find some meaning You could say I'm putting pen to paper typing on my phone All my friends and family in my hands but I'm still here alone It's a freedom, it's a choice to place my footsteps on my own Never need another soul to face the aging of my bones Not a life that I'd condone I'm in over my head, it's time to work with my hands Grind to meet the demands and keep on beat with my plans Mind is set on the brand, hell I've already got fans But still don't feel like a man, I worry I don't have legs to even stand in the hurry Although my vision is grand it's getting blurry I don't think you could even understand all the fury I'm feeling it purely Gotta know me to cure me If you can't heal me just lure me Steal me away from this place prematurely 'Cause I've lived in this state too long It's always dragging me down although it's made you strong It's a challenge to appreciate what felt so wrong What we can salvage is the balance Black and white thoughts Trapped in a tight spot Slacking on quite a lot Might crack but I might not Fight back 'til my last chance Right track with the wrong stance My lacking is expansive Tackling finances I've got a lot to live for A lot to die for Try to give more My mind is a bit sore I'm rhyming to ignore The energies in force The lethargy fills me I'm cleverly killing My memory swilling I'm generally willing But reverie's building I'm slenderly wilting I'm endlessly dealing With hell and I'm reeling This threat is too real, I'm about to keel over Brain's wet, I can't feel No one's keeping me sober Man won't bake a meal, can't even call me a loafer I'm about to strike out so I'ma run it to Homer
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