Tears of the Son
Writing poetry is weird Typing through my fear Scribbling through my tears And Dispelling years of emotion Turning these pages into mirrors God, why am I even here Constantly toeing the line of embarrassment and smears Locked and loaded on my heart with a couple of spears Never came back... Thought She went to grab a couple beers Lies accepted as truth to naive ears Some woman are viscous cats, Meers... In this new frontier, madear, will have a career Between liqeurs, massiers, and piers it appears I'm set to disappear Grinds my gears I literally went back to work in a shop grinding gears Cuz my mind's been on taking care of my own child plus her And her's the past two years Now I'm left looking in headlights, deer Once cohered Cut down with shears, and left here bankrupted like sears Cheers... Jesus adheres to my heart and volunteers to take my suffering like its from dabeers Ur savior may be amateur (tyeer) but he'll never stop bidding on your soul To the auctioneer He's no cashier toward love he'll always steer The engineer of the biosphere Interferes with financiers and profiteers reminding us To give Caesar what's Caesar's Even when Hate filled saboteurs crossing lines like testifiers Cause me tears and jesus lifts me up like gondoliers I persevere And lesbian, gay, trans, or queer, Jesus is here If you ever heard different thats why I'm here To explain there's no difference between your sins and mine and everyone else's here Grab onto him and see what premiers you are beautiful Because you are his creation, whatever your fear pray to him and watch it clear He's up there And I'm down here it seems I'm no angel, no halo, no wings But raising a human being So Lately i feel like maybe its time to give up on a few things. Alcohol Marijuana those are the easy things But what about everyone of my dreams What about someday having a family cuz it seems Like I need that to be happy but all i see is a sea of sarcastic memes What about Jesus having my back for me? Why do i feel like the fathers constantly attacking me Why do i see the devil laughing at me like I don't really need you Robby I got everybody Why do I refuse the body like nonconforming is my hobby God has my soul, but this world has my body and its all be Because i got hurt And now its gonna be a lot of work Just to get out of this hole I'm in But I bet the Father was hurting when I was out committing so many sins AndJesus will take me back But my baby's momma cant Facing my biggest fear is making me stronger though I wasn't really expecting that to go that way So like sand castles wash away Like clouds fade into the grey My dream of a family is gone today And what I'm most surprised to admit is that I'm Ok Thanks to my Mom and my sis I'll be damned if I won't do my best to share the words of jesus and spare you the mess After all we are the salt and the light so I might as well put this saltines to the test And I just had to flip a page so I know this poem will be one of my best Remember feeling Robert moving listening to your heart beat With my face placed on your chest And I wonder if Peaches was right or she only guessed When she said God told her you were my last chance at true love till I'm put to rest It has me stressed I injest and sometimes pray that God is just preparing you What better miracle to show than repairing me and you And I know you understand Its just lately I've been beating myself up like I failed as a man And treating you like part of my plan when in fact you were the plan No longer near So where do I go from here Talking to other girls is weird Just speech Maybe its time to get back to the beach There's something out there that in my hometown I cant reach But i miss my son And I'll likely be here till this battle for him is done In fact today I'll see you for the first time in a month at mediation Thats Mom not my son That days gonna be at least another month Fast forward now it's tomorrow And straight to church is where were gonna go Hows that for a miracle But I know I still need a couple more Ask me like what I got in store a four door 2004 Used to have new stuff but this family court war has left me poor. Hawked everything but my ps4 just to keep a door Should move to CO and hitup Tor Cuz I probably wont see my baby for more than 4 hrs till hes 4 Cant get a hold of me but I was easy to talk to before Now all I be is a sore This lore exists to To circumvent My discontent Came to an agreement For a year it will be cement I'm streamin it Cuz this is disrespect But whatever Forget it Shouldn't have said what i said but i said it Ask me about this life I live it A health scare now stomach cancer predecessor I live with it Ask me bout this life and what I did with it On the skids thats it In court forming an agreement On a stip Everyday I wanna quit And I spit When billionaires die in jail before they expose their buddies and they equit For the kids they diddle To that I can't play second fiddle Ppl hate me and truth equally. Thats a riddle Find me somewhere in the middle But really It all tastes the same like skittles These words I scribble Mean nothing if I only feed them to dogs like kibble Sounds like dribble But its an art to widdle Poetry straight into your mind like Jack be nimble Will I crash like a sabian cymbol Or be launched into the stratosphere like a sabian symbol Most likely I'll continue to be treated like a criminal And fry like the griddle Thumbs I twiddle, nervously looking out at the day Anxious, depressed and afraid Thoughts won't fade Caretaker to myself, self maide Was on a team but got played Nothings ever worked for me that wasnt my way Is easy to see Its my personality So if I'm alone at my bottom thats the closest to the top I can be Cuz Spacex aint got nothin on me Its me and Jesus for eternity I worship him he works with me Continuing amazing works in me like maternity Guiding me through the storm when My visions to blurred to see When I'm hurting he Fathers me like paternity, paternally Revealing He's got a plan for me Forming me like carpentry He'll walk with me through a large country and he walks on the sea Nothing compares to him and me as a team When I want to scheme and blow off steem Daydreaming about removing everything that doesn't sit right with me He'll change the scene Reminding me anger is murder as far as the hearts seeing and adultery is lusting Chasing the American dream, with a scoop of vanilla ice cream and a bavarian cream Has me fragmented with my energy light like a particle beam Bruises, scabs and scars on me Seems to be my theme Why in the world does God not let his world gleam Its broken bout the only thing we can agree on with the other team On your live stream or on the mainstream The real thing or in front of green screen Standing in Walmart at the automated teller machine Seeing little families Hey I think I used to have one of those things As I take the receipt for my frozen wings Guess I'm a broken thing went from hoes and teams To different strokes and diaper changing Back to Im the one that needs changing Not necessary down to my soul I'm clean My maker died for me so forgive me if you cant understand what I mean but The tears of the son are my self esteem
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