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Can we go in the car real quick we need to talk

All i ever wanted was to keep it real 
Ever since all of my pride was just shot and killed 
Akil broke up wit me he said that he had problems so f*ck it im bout to go take my pills 

F*ck school
Goin out with the other dude akil aint like 
Start of a school year and theres been three fights 
My class my be lit 
I went to english and i sat in the back 
Why 
To my left there was the whackiest guy 
Turns out he was in a group chat i was in because if my boyfriend 
Immediately we clicked 
And over time we would be so close wed say shit that was non of our business 
I gravitated toward him he was funny 
Hed make the whole class laugh sometimes but id laugh the most running with jokes 
Thats so stupid to the whole group but the lore of it had us two
Always sitting back cracking up in the corner we would skip class 
Wlk around the halls talk about whack, funny, bad, ugly
Even stuff thats dramatic but a smile on my face was the outcome 
He began complimenting me on my outfits 
Tbh i loved it i couldnt jus walk around it he had something about him he had a girl 
Wait had?
Your name is davinci so mona lisa aint be da one u dun dreamed of 

But this feeling in my gut it started coming to the surface 
Id swipe up on his snaps about his abs the shit was workin 
But i backed because im with my boyfriend wait i got a text 
The next day i came in class it was bad 
But before i could put my head on the desk in sadness he hugged me 
The first time in moths that i was blushing 

Time flew and we was skippin class seniors in high school we aint do shit 
He asked if i wanted to chill i said sure he prolly thought
I was gonna bluff but at lunch we dipped down to his house i wasted no time i went right to his bed
Shit i aint even realize i was jus movin and so was he
We started doing things that was fuckin crazy and thats 
When i knew that we was hiding something deep that i cant explain maybe u can in a better way
Naz

All i ever wanted was to keep it real 
Ever since all of my pride was jus shot 

Feel like i got alot of shit i got all bottled in i keep inside and i wanna get it off my chest 
I been dealing wit alot of women but wit u its different u be killin the rest 
We be startin off as friends and nothing ever changed until u came up into my 
Room im confused now

Damn girl its been a long time comin 
Cuz of us, i been in fights while blunted 
Because of us i never been so insecure about a bitch while fuckin 
Until u told me i was nothing to f*ck wit 
That aside before of us i never thought about sleepin and never wakin up 
Thought of reachin my limit and filling my cup 
Thinkin its jus a phase and once again we sayin we love each other but still u wit yo man so what 

Maybe im too weak to leave u alone 
Feelings might surface 
Maybe im too scared to realize i was always worthless vice versa 
So i write verses 
Questioning if i should push u away 
Cause when i see u i be happy but i be hurt everyday 
People dont look at me the same 
Shit im the only one to blame 
The outcast in da group wit a famous rapper in his name 
Hopin the same girl lovin her dude could only love me same 
And when we f*ck 
No answers came 
Only u did 
My dick soft sometimes tru shit 
Cause theres conflict 
Some niggas say let go go find a new bitch 
This love triangle is fierce as f*ck as the group calls it and your better than a rebound nig 
I knew this 
But this is where a nigga gets stupid 
Its not eem bout the pussy its who she is we was close it was so natural 
Makin shit so bright when we walkin down the blackets road 
Hate circulating 
But caint penetrate 
This great chemistry im tellin u this in the car u know its tru aint it 
We try to be friends but can never stay away back to the same shit 
Back to feelin this cravin u on facetime masturbatin sayin how i treat u so well 
How im so big and u cant take it 
Then reality caves in 
Hol up im drakin 

U right its raining 

Dont take this to heart im jus expressing 
Im as confused as u are, shit i aint got all the answers 
Akil said u were a distraction maybe this what he meant 
We joke around but real shits in my head and if u listening i love u
This karma comin thru i take it 
Akil was cheated on but now im givin pain in the same way that i felt it hypocritical 
Pretty selfish but apart of me is sayin they aint give a f*ck 
So why should i but thats my inner darkness and here we are, present day
U dun came 
Mental strain 
I wont play the victim
Nigga struggling to find a method for da kid to fix it 
Foggy windshield 
Wet seats 
We about done 
(I want to)
Feel yo love 
And once again this question is in our head spiraling 
Now what 

Story of woman

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